Dyin in Love lyrics

[Intro]
(This [?])

[Chorus]
Just talked to Quay, keep prayin' with me through the phone
JB said he almost cried listenin' to my song
[?] just dropped the drop, he tryna bust a dome
I'm out of town makin' money, still be missin' home
Different opportunities for different environments
Same n*ggas I hang around the ones that I'm dyin' with
Better pick a side, you need to know who you slidin' with
All this fake love in my face, it make me feel like they blindin' me

[Verse]
I'm dyin' how I'm livin'
I'll let a n*gga get off on me and kill me, then I ain't trippin'
Just know I'm never slippin', gotta keep it with mе
Chunky died, I swear to God, that sh*t be f*ckin' with mе
Shed a tear when [?] died, it ain't hit me 'til later in life
I live it up today 'cause I feel like I just might die tonight
You get one chance to live, you can't do it twice
Sellin' Jo in apartments, they be smokin' Spice
Ain't sh*t out here for free, I know your love come with a price
So much sh*t go through my head, it feel like f*ckin' lice
No money to pay the bills, they turned off the lights
Cropped a n*gga out the picture, then I caught a flight
I'm paranoid, my heart gettin' cold, do it every season
Smile in my face, knife in my back, they done left me bleedin'
Leavin', b*tch, why you leavin'? You always leavin'
Grievin' about the ones I love I'm never seein'
Abandonment issues, it got me losin' trust
She say she love me, I think it's really lust
Lookin' at the bigger picture, it's bigger than us
It's bigger than just me and you, it's hard to get you to understand
I know I'm young but when I was young I turned into a man
Mama told me when I was lil' "You don't need no f*ckin' friends"
So I got some brothers that I know gon' ride 'til the end
I know that I committed some sins but I'm past that
I ain't see you rollin' up that blunt, don' try to pass that
It feel like I've been on Earth before, my life a flashback
I don't wanna hit you, we smokin' on that crash pack
[Interlude]
It's like I really put my heart in this sh*t every time
Every time I make a song I just put as much pain in it as I can and I just let that sh*t flow

[Chorus]
Just talked to Quay, keep prayin' with me through the phone
JB said he almost cried listenin' to my song
[?] just dropped the drop, he tryna bust a dome
I'm out of town makin' money, still be missin' home
Different opportunities for different environments
Same n*ggas I hang around the ones that I'm dyin' with
Better pick a side, you need to know who you slidin' with
All this fake love in my face, it make me feel like they blindin' me