G3T B3TTRR lyrics

2 beat instrumental intro

[vocals 1:]
its hard its hard its so damn hard
my mind is breaking into shards
i cant escape i wont get far
once it catches me ill see stars (IM DRROWWWWNNIIIINGGGGGGG)

flushing thoughts hoping they fade
endlessly casting them away
worthless cycle day by day
i just cant stand it (IM IN PAAAAIIINNNN)

will i make it through the week?
burning thoughts they slowly creep
out my brain emotions leak
carrying tiny parts of me

what the f*ck is wrong with me?
every second i tick and tweak
left and right and you and me
s o m e b o d y i s n t a s t h e y s e e m

hold a mirror to my face
i look with disgust and with disgrace
she looks at me in the same way
i hate her stupid f*cking gaze
long hair big chest pretty eyes
that right there is not a guy
gender opposite from mine
but i can see right through the lies

i hate the way she stares at me
cause thats girl i wanna be
if only i could just be free
if only i wasnt a he

silently begging for salvation
i know will never come
know that this is my damnation
{word} please give me some

[gateway:]
it ruins me (instrumental)
its draining me (instrumental)
it ruins me (instrumental)
ITS KILLING MEEEEEEEE (cut into main schizocore instrumental)

[chorus:]
[instense, resembling the end of katamari:]
(instrumental) (scream) (scream)
(instrumental) I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
(instrumental) YEARS UPON YEARS OF THIS sh*t IT f*ckING HURTS
(instrumental) (scream) f*ck
[vocals 2 resembling chonny jash "somebody tell me something" from savages:]
no- i can make this better
i swear- i can make it better
i can break this stupid teather
tying me to ash and sh*tty weather

i can find the beauty in it
i can regain hope from this sh*t-
-hole i find myself stuck in it
i can take the hits

its getting better getting better
getting better by the second
overcoming this damnation
that of which im trapped within

but i am better i am better
im better than i ever could be
"know yourself and your enemy"
thats an easy victory

i know what i am up against
ive been in a depressive state
been in it for months but i can fix it
this aint sh*t to me
"f*ck it we ball" "thug it out"
"it is what it is" "life is life"
going by these phrases has helped
me realize that i can thrive

by ignoring the tiny little things
that usually ruin my day
i can make my week way better
knowing it will be ok

ez win, call my bluff
i have escaped from my cuffs
holding me back down to hell
where ive experienced too much (FIGHT ME GOD IM f*ckING INVINCIBLE)

[chorus 2]
[instense yelling resembling the end of katamari:]

THROW MORE sh*t MY WAY IM BUILT DIFFERENT
I DEFY YOUR WRATH YOU PEICE OF sh*t
I AM NOT A PART OF YOUR PLAN
FIGHT ME

IM f*ckING UNSTOPPABLE
YOU CANT BREAK ME OR DETOUR ME FROM LIVING HAPPILY
YOULL HAVE TO PRY MY DETERMINATION FROM MY COLD DEAD HANDS
GIVE ME ALL OR NOTHING MOTHERf*ckER

[heavy breathing for 2 beats]
at least thats what i tell myself
when im not feeling well

(instrumental)