Hide Behind My Disguise lyrics

[Intro]
(Huh)
I don't think you understand
Just how much I've had to go through
To get to here, where I am right now
The amount of pain, the amount of bullsh*t
But all you need to know is that I am here now
And you worry about me this night (Huh)

[Chorus]
Hide behind my disguise
So when you see me, please don't be surprised
You know it ain't nice
Let's see eye to eye
Fake smile, so you know I ain't fine
Hide behind my disguise
So when you see me, please don't be surprised
You know it ain't nice
Let's see eyе to eye
Fake smilе, so you know I ain't fine (Yeah)

[Verse 1]
Pain and sorrow makes me
Hate tomorrow
Every next I borrow from my drugs in bottles
This demons inside me
Make me forget what's really the real me
No, I don't believe that I'll make it to thirty
'Cause I [?] so I'm better off dying
Broken soul, more like a broken whole
Demons take control over my rainin' soul (Rainin' soul)
If I die then maybe please, I'm fine
To many tears I've cried hope for another life
[Chorus]
Hide behind my disguise
So when you see me, please don't be surprised
You know it ain't nice
Let's see eye to eye
Fake smile, so you know I ain't fine
Hide behind my disguise
So when you see me, please don't be surprised
You know it ain't nice
Let's see eye to eye
Fake smile, so you know I ain't fine (Yeah)

[Verse 2]
Fake smile, cold nights, rewind, to old times
When I was living sober, that's before I sipped wine
If I make it to October, it'll be a new guy
A new guy, don't seem right
Can't imagine making music with no pain that's inside
Guess I'm destined for this life, and that's the way I'll save lives
But if I ever lose my mother, that's the day that I'll die
I can't hide this pain I feel inside
Feel like I'm losin' mine
I'm stuck inside my mind
I'm self-medicatin' on the weed and wine
Now I'm losin' my mind
Can someone take my life?
[Chorus]
Hide behind my disguise
So when you see me, please don't be surprised
You know it ain't nice
Let's see eye to eye
Fake smile, so you know I ain't fine
Hide behind my disguise
So when you see me, please don't be surprised
You know it ain't nice
Let's see eye to eye
Fake smile, so you know I ain't fine (Yeah)