Chills  in  the  air,  awakened  by  the  cold
I  blanket  myself  in  the  warmth  of  your  hold
Avoiding  existence,  not  welcomed  by  nature
Pain  becoming  visible  in  my  eyes
(You'll  see  it)
Your  forged  compassion  is  drowning  in  my  mind
Alienated,  starved,  left  behind
Your  forged  compassion  is  drowning  in  my  mind
Sympathy  overwhelmed,  seemingly  so  f*cking  cold
Once  floored  by  euphoria;  darkness  now  holding  me  back
An  endless  struggle  that  consumes,  leaving  nothing  but  anguish
Stripped  of  what  I  loved,  myself  left  to  vanish
One  foot  after  another  you  crush  what  I  am
Echoing  thoughts,  connected  with  sorrow  in  the  end
I  will  not  be  part  of  this
Reality  lost  as  I  hear  your  words
Reason  left  on  the  back  burner,  misguided  by  false  empathy
Alienated,  starved,  left  behind
I've  seen  into  your  eyes,  your  pain,  your  lies
One  foot  after  another  you  crush  what  I  am
Echoing  thoughts,  connected  with  sorrow  in  the  end
I  will  not  be  part  of  this
Reality  lost  I  will  not  seek  the  attention  you  crave,  but  to  you  it's  all  a  game
Chills  in  the  air,  awakened  by  the  cold
I  blanket  myself  in  the  warmth  of  your  hold
Avoiding  existence,  not  welcomed  by  nature
Lost  value  in  myself
(Myself)
Found  in  someone  else
Coming  from  your  ability  to  show  no  remorse
Your  path  is  ruinous,  a  detrimental  force