how am i meant to feel? lyrics

[Intro]
Feel like I have nobody to talk to about this

[Hook]
It be the night time where I feel lonely
See your face in my mind and you still haunt
Hands together pray to god that he chill on me
Ain't together but my heart feel a lil funny
Hit the spliff and I get high
I'm conflicted with my thoughts
Sick of rizzing up these thots
So tell them hit me what they got
Now I'm missing you a lot
Then remember what you did

[Verse 1]
So I rlly gotta stick
To my words I cannot flinch
I gave you my everything
You ain't changed until the end
Now I don't know whether if I should've gave another chance
You said things that really hurt
Girl you put me in the dirt
Soon as I broke up with you
These b*tches rlly wanna flirt
So now I feel confused with emotions
I refuse to control it
All these dudes they don't know
Gotta prove that I'm golden
You f*cked up and you regret it
I know that because you said it
You done said a lot of things to make me stay
But I don't know if you meant it
Cause it's happened in the past
When you say sh*t you don't really mean
That was just an act but I ate it up so silly me
Say that we gon' last, now I see you just like Billie Jean
Now I don't feel trapped since I let that sh*t initially

[Interlude]
Since I let that sh*t initially
Since I let that sh*t initially

[Bridge]
Our friends is taking your side
Cause you changed the narrative
I don't wanna throw fights, I just want a therapist
f*ckin' up my whole mind
Now I'm losing hair again
You done had that whole time
Now you wanna cherish it?
Our friends is taking your side
Cause you changed the narrative
I don't wanna throw fights, I just want a therapist
sh*ts f*ckin' up my whole mind
Now I'm losing hair again
You done had that whole time
Now you wanna cherish it?
[Hook]
Cus it's happened in the past
When you say sh*t you don't really mean
That was just an act But I ate it up so silly me
Say that we gon' last Now I see you just like Billie Jean
Now I don't feel trapped Since I let that sh*t initially
It be the night time where I feel lonely
See your face in my mind and you still haunt me
Hands together pray to god that'd he chill on me
Ain't together but my heart feel a lil funny
Hit the spliff and I get high I'm conflicted with my thoughts
Sick of rizzing up these thots
Tell em hit me what they got
Now I'm missing you a lot
Then remember what you did
Then remember what you did
I remember what you did