EARLY STAGES lyrics

[Verse 1]
Lately I been chasing my dreams
And all these views coming in it got my face full of greed
Picked up a book on how to be happy
Sadly no matter the pages I read, I'm still facing stages of grief
I'll pray and believe, ignoring all the hatred I see
The fact i got no father got me hating my genes
Cus I look just like the f*cker from the face to the feet
He wasn't there when I fell, It got me scraping my knees
Afraid imma be him, don't wanna get caught up in all that drug sh*t
I fall when its autumn, my feelings rugged
I hide all my problems up in that closеt
Nausea sh*t has me bugging
Sobbing while rеminiscing my childhood with my cousin
I'm buzzing

[Verse 2]
You can't be me for day man its too scary for ya
Cus I sleep thru the pain on top of paranoia
I never cheat for no games man Tec is very loyal
Now I let the beast out the cage and its gon carry voyage
To places I never been before, never been applauded
Now I have hoes tryna ring my door, get my things recorded
I go hard never minimal when I sing my chorus
Busy learning sh*t that I didn't know till my skin is crawling