Mental Wars lyrics

Like, I be in my head more than I be on earth
Sometimes I be thinking I’m cursed
Tryn’ push it together but none of it work
I miss my childhood friend I’m still hurtin’
I don’t ever put myself first
Made a lot of mistakes, I don’t hurt you on purpose
If I’m not gucci, who there to come help me?
Can't trust everybody, that’s something that’s hurtin’
When ya b*tch gettin’ f*cked, that feelin’ be the worst
I deal wit’ it sober, stay away from perks
Nobody beside you when you in that dirt
My past situations made me more alert and aware
And I’m learnin’ to not give a damn
When you move how you move, you get mad, that ain’t fair
And I don’t mind sharin’
But no I ain’t sharin’ with n*ggas that do not deserve it
I don’t got the energy for certain sh*t, it is what it is
Show a lot of love to n*ggas, I be givin’ away more than I get
Mufukas be weird
Always got that feelin’ sh*t ‘bout to go left
But you lose the war if you not prepared
Like, so I’m always prepared
And I stay on timing, only God could put fear in me
And I’m not openly spoken, It’s hard to try not to lose focus
I can’t stop, Juju told me “keep goin’”
I wish I can go back to these moments
Watch who you be with, that back door open
Separate the goofies from the motion
They try to hide the envy, it be showin’
And I’m never takin’ disrespect from no one, n*gga
They want me to lose, thought you was my homie
That’s why I’m confused
You did sh*t I’d never thought you’d do
Don’t get mad when I do it to you
Certain sh*t don’t feel real, I be feelin’ used
Certain people had to get removed
On my own I need space to improve
You don’t get my point put yourself in my shoes
And I’m fighting wars in my head, don’t add onto my stress
Last week just lost another friend
See sh*t how it is, nothin’ more, nothin’ less
Keep it goin’, I’m tryin’ my best
I’m writing right now, I’m up at 1AM
I’m just getting whatever off my chest
Like, life like chess
I demand my respect ‘cause they do what you let ‘em