Consequences! lyrics

[Intro]
Oh, oh-oh, oh
Oh, oh-oh, oh
Better off dead
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[Verse 1]
Wake up and my vision's clouded, I can't even think straight
Look up, demons all surrounding me, I'm going insane
Lately, I've been thinking 'bout the past, my heart slows down
Girl, I hate it when you come around

[Chorus]
A-a-are we real? Is this really why we're living?
Is there really consequences for all of my decisions?
Baby, if I think about you right now
I'm falling apart, my therapist told me to let go

[Post-Chorus]
But I've been holding on to what we had
'Cause everything was perfect before it wеnt bad
Used to wake up with a smile and good thoughts in my hеad
But now, lately, I've been thinking that I'm better off dead
Zoning out, I'm thinking 'bout the things that you said
Now every morning, I can't even get out my bed
[Verse 2]
Te-te-tears roll down my face
No one to wipe them away
Can't sleep, I'm feeling my heart race
As I wonder why you didn't stay with me
Yeah, I'm tired of feeling like this every day, wanna run away
Baby, can you hear me calling for your name?

[Chorus]
Are-are we real? Is this really why we're living?
Is there really consequences for all of my decisions?
Baby, if I think about you ri-right now
I'm falling apart, my therapist told me to let go

[Post-Chorus]
But I've been holding on to what we had
'Cause everything was perfect before it went ba-a-ad
Used to wake up with a smile and good thoughts in my head
B-b-but now, lately, I've been thinking that I'm better off dead
Zoning out, I'm thinking 'bout the things that you said
Now every morning, I can't even get out my bed

[Outro]
Yeah, yeah