January 19 lyrics

[Intro]
Only one month till my birthday, to the day
Only one month till my birthday, to the day
Only one month till my birthday, to the day
Only one month till my—, one month to my—

[Verse 1]
Only one month till my birthday, to the day
Don't feel like I've changed, ain't done sh*t with 28
Always tryna reinvent myself for ya
Always tryna to be healthier
Put myself through hell for ya
Don't know why I fell for ya

[Pre-Chorus]
I should've known myself better
I know that it's easy to forget her
I am tryna keep it all together
But no matter how many looks that I do
You don't see me

[Chorus]
Ooh, ah, ooh, ah
You're not deservin' of me
You're not deservin' of my love
Ooh, ah (Don't love me lately), ooh, ah (Don't see me lately)
You're not deservin' of me (Deservin' of me)
You're not deservin' of my love
[Post-Chorus]
One month till my birthday, to the day—
One month till my birthday, to the day—
One month till my birthday, to the day—
One month till—, one month till—

[Verse 2]
Only one now till I'm on stage and away
So I'm puttin' on my face, hidin' these feelings

[Pre-Chorus]
And I should've known myself better
I know that it's easy to forget her
I am tryna keep it all together
But no matter how many looks that I do
You don't see me

[Chorus]
Ooh, ah, ooh, ah (Oh, woah)
You're not deservin' of me
You're not deservin' of my love (You're not deservin' of my love)
Ooh, ah (Don't love me lately, mm, oh), ooh, ah (Don't see me lately)
You're not deservin' of me (You're not deservin'; Deservin' of me)
You're not deservin' of my love
Ooh, ah, ooh, ah (Don't see me lately)
You're not deservin' of me (Deservin' of me)
You're not deservin' of my love (My love, my love, my love)
Ooh, ah (Don't love me lately), ooh, ah (Don't see me lately)
(My love, my love, my love)
You're not deservin' of me (Deservin' of me)
You're not deservin' of my love (My love)
[Post-Chorus]
One month till my birthday, to the day—
One month till my birthday, to the day—
One month till my birthday, to the day— (Sweet like I'm sleeping)
Only one month to my—, one month to my—
You don't see me the way I want you to (One month till my birthday, to the day—)
No, you don't see me the way I need you to (One month till my birthday, to the day—)
One month to my, one month
One month till my birthday, to the day—
One month till my birthday, to the day— (My love, my love, my love)
One month till my birthday, to the day—
Only one month till my—, one month till my—