(In)dependent (Demo) lyrics

[Verse 1]
They say you learn and love the chase
And I think I just did
You’re never told its what’ll break you
And make you feel like sh*t
With no medicine I cling onto the memories
All I see in the present is
Love only fueled from melodies

[Chorus]
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
Since you left I've been a mess
I can't be independent
Too many bonds I lead them on
Can't say I learned my lesson
Self sabotage myself when sh*t gets overwhelming
Feels like hell when I can't help it, yeah
I just think that's depressing

[Verse 2]
Future is a blank slate I won't last
Can't help but give affection back
I feel so trapped in times I had woah
Get every name mixed up and high on oxytocin
Stuck on the thought it's all that matters
I won't ever find my motive
[Chorus]
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
Since you left I've been a mess
I can't be independent
Too many bonds I lead them on
Can't say I learned my lesson
Self sabotage myself when sh*t gets overwhelming
Feels like hell when I can't help it, yeah
I just think that's depressing

[Post-Chorus]
So many apologies that I wanna give
Impossible to send, So many times I've felt
Like sh*t, couldn’t cope alone, couldn't be just friends
You told me everything's ok, but I don’t have your lens
I hope to make amends ‘til my last breath
And I’m sorry but
I feel sick and I'm all alone
Really need you to, take me home
None I've found have given me hope
This hurting's a burden
And you got my mind broke so

[Chorus]
Since you left I've been a mess
I can't be independent
Too many bonds I lead them on
Can't say I learned my lesson
Self sabotage myself when sh*t gets overwhelming
Feels like hell when I can't help it, yeah
I just think that's depressing
Since you left I've been a mess
I can't be independent
Too many bonds I lead them on
Can't say I learned my lesson
Self sabotage myself when sh*t gets overwhelming
Feels like hell when I can't help it, yeah
I just think that's depressing