Maybe I Should lyrics

[Intro]
Should I even hold on?
Should I even hold on?

[Verse 1]
Early morning, this ceiling's is too familiar
Smell the stench on my clothing
Messages from my love, and my stomach's touching my back
Wake up knowing I'm f*cking broke, I can't even fix me a sandwich
But you can cut these records and dream a vision that trumps everything you seen through your eyes
My mother's waiting, my brother is feeling tired
A grown man, as I suffered through family ties
Sit at home alone where everyone's working tryna survive
f*ck, you can see it in the way I'm frontin'
I clean the house everyday to feel like I'm doing something
Plus I contribute nothing
These bills pile, see my mother fake her smile
Hoping all this music sh*t I'm doing now is worthwhile
I pray she's not embarrassed
Her compassion's what I come to cherish
Man, I know I'm after something more
But these times make me question what's in store

[Hook]
Should I even hold on?
Should I even hold on?
The worlds telling me there's nothing here to see
Got me wondering if I should go on
Man, now should I even hold on?
Should I even hold on?
It's road block after road block
Tell me how exactly am I supposed to go on