die lyrics

[Verse 1, PINKBLXXD]
I just wanna die, I don't wanna wake up
I just wanna learn to fly and find my way up
You would think I wanna die, just 'cause I don't say enough
I be getting f*cking fried, i keep my head way up
Yeah she making f*cking promises she never say "trust"
And I asked her does she want some and she always say lust
Yeah, I don't wanna cry, I don't wanna cry
I'ma grow some wings, you gon' see me f*cking fly
Baby, I asked for your time, why you always gotta lie?
I thought we was f*cking clicked now that she just come and talk
Yeah, I don't wanna cry, I don't wanna cry
I'ma grow some wings, you gon' see me in the sky

[Verse 2, i miss our memories]
Blurry f*cking visions, don't know why I'm living
Takin' hella pills, now I'm sleeping in the kitchen
Always fell in love with Benadryl, thе only thing I'm missing
I'm a f*cking faggot, keep the razor in the cabinet
If I rеally wanna kill myself, I'm gonna make it happen
I keep drinking while I'm taking pills, I love my f*cking habits
Disappeared like magic girl, my suicide was tragic