im just a pathetic loser lyrics

[Verse 1]
You're always stuck in my head
She left I’ll rot in my bed
Sometimes I like the violence
Slit wrists with blood in my hands
Wander till I find my home
7 days then I'll be gone
You miss me, you hear my songs
Text me when you feel alone
Really hate when I feel like this
Always been like this since I was a little kid
Wonder to myself if it's all pointless
Hate my life and I hate these pills
Love them though when I have thesе thrills
Down this bottle and I hope it kills
You hate mе don’t call me baby
Doing drugs hopin' that they help the day dream
Couple blue pills, tell that b*tch entertain me