[Verse 1]
I'm just trying to find my spot using everything I got
But it's hard to make a change when you know it's not a lot
And ever since I started rapping, my life has changed drastic
And left me feeling sh*tty to other days feeling fantastic
And I can't grasp it, I can't understand it
It's like knowing how to fly a plane with no place to land it
It's hard to get rid of these thoughts that I'm sick of
I give up, hands in the air like a stick up
And I live up to my potential, it's pretty confidential
The way I let the words spill out on these instrumentals
Giving the intellect to respect, I expect to reflect in the past tense and make up for my absence
[Verse 2]
I used to write the words between the lines, but not to rhyme
It was to gather all my thoughts and make sure that I feel fine
But nowadays it seems I only rap to fill the gap from this and that cos I feel trapped
I just want them good old days back
And when they come, I won't run
Live it up until it's done
24, I was all work and no fun until I see the sun
So I'm gonna follow my dreams cos it's all I really have
That's why I spend every day that I can up in this lab
Mixing up these chemicals, I bet it goes when I let it go
But it's impeccable and nothing short of theoretical
And it's incredible how most of my family lives down in Mexico, picking out and selling f*cking vegetables
[Verse 3]
My people live on the road
Their whole life inside a Jansport
Without a passport, a job is all we ask for huh
We're all the same, and there ain't really a infrence
But to those who think we're different, f*ck your skin