Damned
That’s what I am because I know that I rebelled so
Long as I don’t go full with it then all is well...woah woah
Where did that thought come from what am I saying
How’s watching porno’s fine if I ain’t playing
With myself
I fell
A couple a times a day now
I bet you before they pray for the me they bout to blame my name now
And say somethin about how well my parents didn’t raise me
Now this kinda thing that drives a struggling Christian crazy
I made a promise prayer that I wouldn’t but I did tho
I’m that point life where I’m just at a plateau
I’m at this moment where I’m really good with God and then the moment that I sin we never speak cuz I’m scarred
Cuz I once let him down I just retreat because I'm gone
I head into the World Wide Web right in my phone
See this what I be on
Like Xtentacion
I try numbing down the pain with the words of this very song
Nah it didn’t work tho I find myself depressed
By trying to satisfy myself I make a bigger mess
I’m in a Cyclical cycle
I guess I’m prideful
A million naked women have become my Idols
I tried to fill it up but this God sized hole in my heart
It ain’t pumping right that’s vital
And should I get platform God I pray that I’ll be honest unlike Bill Hybels
Cuz I’m Dealing with demons
Better believe that
Making this song is necessary
This the melody that comes to mind when I'm going to bury
My wretched soul cuz I need some living water
I know where I can find
But I don’t wanna see you father
And As of right now I doubt I’m even saved
I’m scared I took the blood of the lamb up in vain
Cuz that’s one of things that I know that you ain’t playin’ with
I feel as I diluted it like it’s kool-aid
Bridge
If knowing God is life
And not knowing him is dying
I guess that I’m in purgatory still trying
To find my way to heaven cuz I’m stuck in limbo
Trying fill this God sized hole in incognito...
If knowing God is life
And not knowing him is dying
I guess that I’m in purgatory still trying
To find my way to heaven cuz I’m stuck in limbo
Trying fill this God sized hole with incognito...(tabs)