Verse 1
Dear listener you made it to the end
I wanna give my thanks just for listening again
I wanted y’all to know that
Just cuz I believe in God that it don’t matter if try so hard
I’m still a human being
For all fall short
And that includes me
Hope that by now you see what I can see
Let this become a lesson for me
So this begins the fall of Malcolm Germany
I wanted to show the world that I’m broken to
Explain the reality that I go through
But I ain’t stop there I’d tried to go in-depth
So y’all could feel, hear, taste, smell the pain that I felt
So you can one day see the change in me
That it would push you to also grow with me
Chorus
I got the feeling that it’s not an overnight thing
Sanctification Really is process X4
Verse 2
You See now most would think
By the time I’m done
Making this mixtape
It will be that I moved on
And you’d expect some format that I made for them
From Sad to happy songs
But I think that’s dumb
See that’s not the case
That’s not the fact
This life that I live is an artifact
My life has got ups and downs
And that’s why
I chose to wrap up
Like this Bye-bye
And since
And since life is like a roller coaster
That’s why I talk about God and then I talk about my problems
What was I supposed to keep it straight forward
And predictable
Nah son life been always unpredictable
So that’s why this sounds bittersweet
I’m sorry if you think this project’s incomplete
Chorus
I got the feeling that it’s not an overnight thing
Sanctification Really is process X4
Verse 3
So
This prolly
One of the biggest misconceptions
Lust is not thing that you get over with in seconds
She gon be around even if you don’t expect it
It’s just a matter of saying “no” the moment u get tempted
I think we got it twisted let’s look at the core
Life is not a battle I say life is war
It’s ongoing it’s coming
I doubt it ever stops
So pick your battles wisely or you will get popped
And just know
Escaping in lust don’t end the problem
It only helps ignoring it one day you gotta solve ‘em
It takes more than Music just to help one out
So if I speak to you I’d try to go reach out
See this is why i became so real
If I don’t admit how I feel
Then I could’ve never be healed
And I could never be whole
And I could never be true
And I don’t think that I were to say no
If I ain’t with you
I feel like
God been Trynna say
No my son
You can't do this alone
Where yo strength come from
Truly I tell you
I probably failed a million times
But he been patiently waiting this dude is so divine
Little by little I get it I got a good God
I chose I beat that I think Lauryn Hill would spit on
I had my mindset shifted like I whip Cars
Been on Mt. Hiatus but I’m lookin on to Zion
Bridge
You’re not the only one who failed a million times
I think I get it now why I can’t reach my prime
It’s cuz I can’t submit you get that 99
And I’ll keep that 1 percent with me
But now I get it why I’m going back to sin again
Because I’m not convinced that you can make me whole again
I expect results when I’m still doing this again
And that’s insanity
And So
I’m here
To go submit to you
And Turn up my own sensitivity
I’ll never compromise no more
Ain’t no prisoners with me
I’m gon Kill them all
And vibe with your frequency
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