I Deserve It lyrics

[Intro: Jarren Benton]
Yeah
Jarren Benton
Ayy, Kato
These sucker ass n*ggas think I'm the n*gga to f*ck with me
They think they know me, man
These motherf*ckers think they know me, Kato!
You have no idea

[Verse 1: Jarren Benton]
Tried suicide once, didn't have the balls to go all the way
Thought a bottle of pain pills will take all my hurt away
I was so in depression and all this pain was gon’ murder me
I’m still standin’, b*tch, go tell the f*ck n*ggas come murder me, yeah
Born and raised on the Eastside, ho, dad ran out, where the hell he go?
Young dumb ass n*gga doing stupid ass sh*t, what the f*ck I know?
Mama like “Boy, better get it together, here, read the Bibe-biti-biti-bibe-biti-biti-bible”
In one ear and out the other that’s how she sound, in the back of my dome
Hit a half of pound in the back of her home, “Goddamn, boy, what the f*ck goin' on?”
I’m sorry, mom, I ain’t built like that, but I’m so stressed out and I feel so alone
Got a little girl, all the way broke as f*ck and I still live in my grandma’s house
So my girlfriend thinks I’m a loser, b*tch, I’m tryin’, goddamn, what’s that about?
f*ck it (f*ck it, f*ck it,) I feel like givin’ up
I cannot play the cards that God has dealt, I feel like that’s enough
So I dig deep down inside to find a strength for me to buck up
What don’t kill me make me stronger, now it’s time to get the f*ck up
[Chorus: Jarren Benton]
Ki-ki-killin’ everything, I’m on that murder sh*t
I wake up every day like that’s the only thing my purpose is (Ha)
All the pain I felt, guess it was worth it, then
So when a n*gga make it to the top, I deserve this sh*t
I deserve this sh*t (I deserve this sh*t,) I deserve that sh*t (I deserve this sh*t)
If a hater lose his life tonight, he deserve that sh*t (He deserve this sh*t)
I deserve this sh*t (I deserve this sh*t,) we deserve this sh*t (We deserve this sh*t)
We [?] so f*ckin’ [?] b*tch, we deserve that sh*t

[Post-Chorus: Hemi]
All I do is
Kill sh*t, kill sh*t, kill sh*t, all I do is (Kill, kill, kill)
Kill sh*t, kill sh*t, kill sh*t, all I do is (Kill, kill, kill)
Kill sh*t, kill sh*t, kill sh*t, all I do is
Murder, murder, murder, murder, murder, murder

[Verse 2: Jarren Benton]
I’ma kill everything in sight (Yeah,) I was put here to murk your life (Ha)
[?] murder mics, I’m a demon that cursed tonight (Yeah)
Put my heart on this paper and scribble pain like it hurts to write
This a spartan, decapitate motherf*ckers, the first to fight (Ha)
First to swing a sword at hoes, loan that rope, my heart so cold
f*ck, I gave like throw my souls, this rap sh*t is like all I know
Been patienly waitin’ to flow, I feel I can’t take anymore
I drown in my misery, this depression is breakin’ me slow
f*ck it, gotta get up and fight, can no motherf*cker here hold me down
I’ma show these clowns, where the f*ck is my crown, click-click blah, I’ma blow these rounds
Go so hard, we deserve this sh*t, back then I was so worthless, b*tch
Can’t walk one f*ckin’ mile in my shoes, y'all pus*y ass n*ggas better suck my di*k
Yeah, I’m tryna upgrade on my cashflow
I’m kickin’ down the door so what the f*ck you think this mask for?
Hope you die a slow then come back a faggot’s as*h*le
K—Kato on the track, so n*ggas know I’m ‘bout to spaz, ho
[Chorus: Jarren Benton]
Ki-ki-killin’ everything, I’m on that murder sh*t
I wake up every day like that’s the only thing my purpose is (Ha)
All the pain I felt, guess it was worth it, then
So when a n*gga make it to the top, I deserve this sh*t
I deserve this sh*t (I deserve this sh*t,) I deserve that sh*t (I deserve this sh*t)
If a hater lose his life tonight, he deserve that sh*t (He deserve this sh*t)
I deserve this sh*t (I deserve this sh*t,) we deserve this sh*t (We deserve this sh*t)
We [?] so f*ckin’ [?] b*tch, we deserve that sh*t (Ha)

[Post-Chorus: Hemi]
All I do is
Kill sh*t, kill sh*t, kill sh*t, all I do is (Kill, kill, kill)
Kill sh*t, kill sh*t, kill sh*t, all I do is (Kill, kill, kill)
Kill sh*t, kill sh*t, kill sh*t, all I do is
Murder, murder, murder, murder, murder, murder