[Verse]
I wrote all these notes, as i'm enjoying you. Why is everything gotta be auto tune, and automatic dramatic view but honestly i'm happy too. Can you please explain to me your parents retardation and attitude, in every single afternoon you fear to hold me kiss me and talk because of who? f*ck the people that are watching, i will degrade them so we can have some privacy, i love you so endlessly and tremendously its torture that you moved so soon. I feel like downing Hennessy and vodka too. I just wanna hangout for another day after school or at home or sleep together i don't mean to f*ck tho. I just need you you come here close. I don't feel like dying alone. I don't feel like being alone. Please come back home
[Hook: Dido]
My tea's gone cold
I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
[Verse]
I am currently sitting recording my voice, so you can hear me one more time before go off the edge. I have been going insane and i ask for help but i got hurt instead. Its not you that hurt me it was some friends. I trusted them but they stabbed in the back and they're currently forcing my death. After my grandpa passing and you moving, i felt so useless and stupid. Overall led to death because allegations by police back before you left. If i go to jail i might be gone for 5 years. I didn't do nothing i promise but im still scared. I love you more than anyone else in the world. Please baby listen i need help are you willing to do it no matter how stupid i possibly am. Please im begging can you take my hand?
If you do then don't be surprised if i cry again, you're a wing ridden angel that was unprepared. I promise to hold close and remove all the bad in the air. I love you so much. I know this sh*t tough. But i promise to not kill myself and stick through this stuff. I miss you so much i believe i have said that enough
[Hook: Dido]
My tea's gone cold
I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
[Verse]
Now grandpa i know you can hear me. I'm sorry for all the sexual jokes and all the swearing. I promise to treat grandma right. I promise hug her if she cries. But honestly i can't hold my tears back not even for a night. Like right now. I'm crying and i can't stop thinking about our past. I wanna end it on a good note but it hurts too bad. I'm hoping your safe and not in pain. I will make sure everyone at that f*cking hospital pays. Goodbye, i love you both. Grandpa i hope you had a nice 60 years and few days. Sucks you had to die on dads birthday
(i'm sorry)