Depressed Confessions lyrics

[Intro]
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Depressed Confessions
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[Verse]
Yo, Was i born to live my life like this?
That is the question, the answer is a sliced wrist
I see the knives tip penetrate my skin
No forgiveness for my sins, I'm sinking quicker as i drink
Drinking liqour as i think vivid pictures come to mind of my past
I should've never let that b*tch into my life
Am i living just to die? My hearts commiting suicide
What i've witnessed with my eyes makes me wish that I was blind
I can't take this reality is killing me inside f*ck I hate this
I numb the pain by sniffing all these lines you see i've always had these problems
Ever since an early age, nothing seems to stop them I really need to learn to change
My bed's an early grave and I can't wake up
My heart doesn't beat and you wonder why I hate love?
And why I take drugs, It's because in my life every f*cking day sucks
Try seeing sh*t through my eyes
I have an alcoholic father who is killing is himself
Drowns his pain in a bottle that is killing his health
And my mum has Hep-C she's dying slowly
This is why i'm empty and the reason I get no sleep
I have two older brothers who are both schitzofrenic
Too many bongs sent both of their minds into panic
My brother Jesse once put a gun to my chest
So don't tell me that marijuana doesn't f*ck with your head
My sister once was in love with the meth
Until she overdosed, and i pray that she never does it again
And what about my little brother? my best friend?
He looked to me for directions and I sent him into a dead end
I used to pack his cones, when he was 12, so I didn't have to be alone and smoke by myself
Now he's schtizing as well, f*ck what have I done?
I've just added another chapter to this story of drugs
This story is f*cked
And I haven't even finished, I'm just scratching the surface on emotions that are hidden
And I find it hard to write sometimes, I'm sick of saying the same
sh*t, when I try describe my life, it's time i tried f*ck to be a better
Person, I'm tired of lies, and hiding behind the curtains
I needa find the light of day, I know that it's hard
But I have to find the way, f*ck it because if I don't then the f*cking light will fade, and I'll be trapped in this darkness inside this rage
My minds insane, I'm on the edge of insanity
And if I ever fell, would anybody remember me?
Is this how I'm meant to be?
Is this my chosen path?
Cutting my veins open, with the pieces of my broken heart
I know it's hard it wasn't meant to be easy
Like trying to figure out the answers to why did she leave me?
But f*ck it i've only got one more thing to say
Life is a living hell but death won't extinguish the flames
[Outro]
f*ck it I''m out
f*ck you