[Verse 1]
Yeah I needed some time to myself
To re address my mental health
All the stress I was put under, my anxiety increasing upward
Having those anxiety attacks my asthmatic gasps telling myself to hold my breathe like this sh*t will be over
Been thinking lately about all the people who hate me
Why the f*ck do I stress about this kinda sh*t lately I don't know
But what am I to do, when I'm living like a recluse
So afraid of f*cking losing you
To someone else come on get a grip of yourself
Why the f*ck does life gotta be a living hell
All the pain that sleeps deep in my brain
I keep asking myself will I ever wake up from this horrible dream
[Verse 2]
Maybe the haters are right, I should just hang it up tonight
f*ck this mic, f*ck everything, cause I fell like I can't do anything right
But the one thing that I ever did right was loving you at first sight
Because of you I still continue to fight
But what if I just gave up, said f*ck it life is rough
And commited suicide, where would I, be at this moment in time
I wouldn't be here in the physical writhing these rhymes if I gave up easily and didn't continue to fight
I fight for what is right, been bullied for most of my life
But I stuck it out, cause my music is a word of mouth I'm stronger now so don't ever count me out I feel amazing! And finely able now to talk about these issues and let all my emotions out