My History lyrics

[Intro]
Real sh*t man
It's crazy, because a lot of n*ggas don't know where to go
'cause a lot of n*ggas don't know what their past is
You know, our history was burned and sh*t
But, it's good because n*ggas can write history every day, you feel me?
I'm doing something every day

[Verse 1]
A lot of n*ggas cry, but speak no fear
Behind closed doors, is n*ggas shooting dice on the floor
Brought the colored ones for luck, right before
A p*ss test from my P.O., behind the BART tracks
Sipping liquor, having dreams with my n*ggas,"If this rap sh*t work out
I'm buying all my family a Beamer"
I don't pay attention to that fly sh*t, the hunger in my stomach
Make most n*ggas on land seasick
Back to the story at hand, at the dice game
Right before the p*ss test, my P.O. came
Four n*ggas by my side, we chosen for this probation
Held slavery in discrete forms
But then you got to realize, a lot of violent black men in the world
Make me want to pull my nine on n*ggas
And I'm a peaceful dude, just trying to hustle to get my food
I ain't saying that we poor, but we want a little more
In this life, where no one's sure
Unless you're born into the money, our history was burned
So if I was a king, I wouldn't know the answer
sh*t, they ask me to pull my pants up
This style war's sh*t, this the freedom of dress
Can't even dress to impress, I'm so depressed
Because no one's happy for you until you die
Then you cry out of happiness, "I'm alive"
[Chorus]
Blood, I don't know my history
I'm just trying to find out where I came from
It's a struggle to survive, where I come from
We all left behind, where I come from

[Verse 2]
I'm on a telescope, n*ggas studying my life
The modern day sacrifice, walking down the street common
I see the pain, look through my own two eyes
n*ggas ask me for advice, I just give them a life
The pimp game poisonous, we gain for free
Because I need it, O.G.'s give the game to me
No one to look up to, no dad
That's a tough move, sided core like a truck do
See working long nights on the bus, move
The passion's in my heart to see all success
Had to drive myself, just to be the best
I aim for the fame, and just show the respect
In return, real n*ggas start to cashing the checks
His to me, every day
History every day, sh*t, minds will burn
But I move, realize 'til the day was earned
sh*t, I reals
sh*t, I realize today was earned
My history was urned, but today was earned
Lil B, Gold Dust Mixtape
Rare sh*t
[Bridge]
You know, you can make history every day
It don't matter if you don't know where you come from

[Chorus]
Blood, I don't know my history
I'm just trying to find out where I came from
It's a struggle to survive, where I come from
We all left behind, where I come from - Lil B