[Hook]
I swallow my pride, n*gga, the day you die
It hurt my heart every day, me and you weren't seein' eye to eye
A couple things I could have did, I should have let it slide
I took the biggest L, n*gga, due to my f*ckin' pride
I should have been a real one, I shouldn't have left your side
We should have got over this sh*t, let that sh*t ride
But some things I can't take back, I can't get this right
So if I go to jail or die, know I'm by your side
[Verse 1]
After your funeral n*ggas stopped by granny house
To say wassup to someone, you gon' pay what you want
MK got your smiles on, got them chinky eyes
Slide for the first time, I seen my nephew, then I cry
You say uncle Quicktrip, where my daddy at?
I couldn't tell that boy the truth that you weren't comin' back, how I tell him that?
One thing about me, you know I'm solid, your kids, I really got 'em
And if we do a show with your name on it they can keep the profit
Ball, talk to me Ball
Do you forgive me? This sh*t comin' from the heart
I should have been with you, n*gga, from the start
Some of the sh*t we could have over, could have been avoided, regardless
[Hook]
I swallow my pride, n*gga, the day you died
It hurt my heart every day, me and you weren't seein' eye to eye
A couple things I could have did, I should have let it slide
I took the biggest L, n*gga, due to my f*ckin' pride
I should have been a real one, I shouldn't have left your side
We should have got over this sh*t, let that sh*t ride
But some things I can't take back, I can't get this right
So if I go to jail or die, know I'm by your side
[Verse 2]
Did you really think them n*ggas was with you?
Oh they all had 50 dollars to get some RIP pictures
On some shirtless collars, devil work, kept me away a year and a half
Should have been on stage with you sayin' street, show 'em my ass
Keep my promise to China and Kennedy, I had a dream
You came to me, said make sure they remember me
Hot boy, hot boy Juvi
Me and Bankroll made a movie
Street money, trip, bamboochie
All these n*ggas been groupies
All these hoes been choosin'
I gotta give your son somethin' to look up to
'Cause if it weren't for me and Boochie, who young folks gon' look up to?
All these other n*ggas ain't real, I ain't seen 'em since
I'm startin' to feel convinced and this sh*t is evidence
[Hook]
I swallow my pride, n*gga, the day you died
It hurt my heart every day, me and you weren't seein' eye to eye
A couple things I could have did, I should have let it slide
I took the biggest L, n*gga, due to my f*ckin' pride
I should have been a real one, I shouldn't have left your side
We should have got over this sh*t, let that sh*t ride
But some things I can't take back, I can't get this right
So if I go to jail or die, know I'm by your side