Vent lyrics

I know that you tell me that you wish me well
But I know you really wish me hell
That envy and that jealousy can kill
Cause I know you wish you had this for yourself
And I'm tired of holdin' in how I feel
Tired of halfway comin' real
Man im tired of alot of sh*t
Walkin' around this b*tch like can I live?
Cause all the little sh*t that I deal
All the little chicks that I feel
Were happiness but in the meantime
I was busy feelin' someone else
And I can't blame you moving on for yourself
But it's a shame when n*ggas pause for the wealth
But for me it's family and nothing else
I gotta put them before myself
So I sacrifice the love that I should feel
To cop the gold chains and gucci belts
Cause its (uh) as you lookin like the money
It don't matter how you sound, the world deaf
One minute you think you doing right, hit the light
f*ck around and take a left
Hit a n*gga that's havin' a bad day
And he f*ck around and shoot yo ass to death
But if that n*gga got a badge on his chest, case closed
Way before that n*gga left
And the cops supposed to watch over the kids
Instead they wanna put us all in jail
And when we grown, turn the gun around on us
In them the people we supposed to trust
Ignorance is bliss, we live, f*ck the truth
I just find someone to lust
(sh*t)
And to the women gettin' dollars in the club
God gotcha, getcha papers, stack it up
But sh*t, it's kinda crazy young girls turning stripper
Cuz the last n*gga stripped her of her love (she wit)
Every rapper, basketball playin' actor
Wouldn't surprise me if she showed up with puff
And even that n*gga would probably say damn
Cuz her to-do list was long as f*ck
I know you thinkin' that I ain't intelligent
But I just played the world to make me bucks
And my sister seventeen years old and she already pregnant man f*ck
Remember momma used to have her head down
Tryna get the bills paid for us
(sh*t) now momma still got her head down
And the bills paid up for twelve months
She look at me everytime im bout to leave
Like ima take away a little part of her
But she can look at me anytime that she in need
Cuz she know I got that part of me from her
You say my name, auto-tune, all that drake sh*t
To try to bring me down thats wassup
Something to prove, And somebody got to lose
Came from nothing, Anything is coming up
Yeah
Uhh
Vent
It's just a couple things
That's going on in my mind
Know what I'm sayin'
Let me vent one time
Already