Tupac Outside Courthouse, N.Y. (Full Interview) lyrics

2Pac: It's hard when they make it bigger than.. you know they making it so big now. Even the charges and what they're saying it's just bigger than who I am now so.

Male Interviewer 1: What do you think they're doing this for?
Male Interviewer 2: You were talking in the elevator, what you think they're doing it for, why they're doing this to you?

2Pac: Because I mean the way this country is successful is if we have one set of rules and everybody follows them. If anybody gets outside of that set of rules and they're in the public view like I am, you know it's like detrimental to everybody following the rules if I'm representing like (to what they think is that I represent) lawlessness and the outlaw mentality and I represent that thug mentality from the street. So they feel like if they can punish me then it'll punish people who are not as brave as I am, who don't speak out against things like me. Who not scared to walk the streets with no bodyguards. They need to put me in jail. These other guys they don't have to put in jail because they can arrest them on smaller things. They can't arrest me on no small things. They gotta frame me. They gotta do things like this. They gotta have you know thirty charges and none of them have to do with me, you know what I'm saying? How can you? if you really, while all these cameras here everybody go [?] to grow on
How am I gonna forcibly do anything to a girl after she did it to me consensually? And that's not something I'm making up. That's what they said. They said that. The girl came to court and said she did this, she did that, she called my hotel, it was good. She said that, not me. Now why am I gonna force her? I mean, this is common sense. But no matter what happens, innocent or guilty, my life is ruined. Because when they say— whatever they say in this verdict, y'all are not gon' make it front page news. It won't be bigger than me, no matter what. All that you wanna hear is that he's guilty, he's in jail, the reign of terror is over, the outlaw's gone. That's what they wanna do. So I'm starting to think I don't know which story to read. I don't know if this is you know about black and white, and loud and quiet, or is it about me and this girl? 'Cause if it's about me and this girl! C'mon we shouldn't even be here.

Male Interviewer: Coming down the elevator, you complained—
Female Interviewer: Why would she make something like that?

2Pac: Why would she make something like that up? Because hell hath no fury like a woman scorned, you know what I'm saying? I'm guilty of a lot of things. I'm guilty probably of being male chauvinist pig. I'm guilty of probably not caring as much as I should. I'm guilty of not spending enough time with people like I should. But I'm not guilty of rape. Just 'cause I don't want be with that girl don't mean that she has the right to say that I did all these things that I didn't do, you know what I'm saying? Just because, I mean of course I can't spend my life with all the girls that are, you know, spend time with. But I'm not married, you know what I'm saying? That's not a crime for me to be promiscuous. It's not a crime for me to be with any girl I wanna be with. It's a crime for that girl to turn that into a rape charge.

Female Interviewer: But don't you think it's the circ*mstances here that is what we want discussed. She wasn't prepared, she says, for what happened to her and it wasn't supposed to happen.

2Pac: Okay, so if she wasn't prepared for what happened to her, where those people that did this? They were all in the same hotel as me. They were all right in the same room with me. Why am I the only one in court right now? Why is the cameras all on me? And in the report and all these charges, I didn't do nothing. I'm charged with being in concert with some guys. Where they at? Why me? 'Cause I'm 2Pac—

Female Interviewer: Are you angry at them?

2Pac: No, I'm not angry at them. I'm angry at the system. I don't want nobody else to go to jail, you know what I'm saying? But I don't wanna go to jail for something I didn't do, you know what I'm saying? I just don't wanna be the scapegoat. I just wanna be, I wanna be only where I've been practicing my whole life to live my life is to be responsible for what I do. I don't know how to be responsible for what every black male did. I don't know! Yes, I am gonna say that I'm a thug. That's because I came from the gutter and I'm still here! I'm not saying I'm a thug 'cause I wanna rob you and rape people and things. I'm a business man, I mean you know I'm a business man because you find me at my places of business! You don't find me up in..., you know what I'm saying? I don't understand this! I don't understand this!

Male Interviewer 1: You talked about the jury, you talked about the jury and they say, you know, he's a rap star, he's an actor. What kind of sex was he engaged in? This isn't safe sex. What do you say to that?

2Pac: But it is safe sex. 'Cause at the end of the trial and the transcripts, if y'all dig deeper and be reporters, you'll find out I wore condom, it was her who sodomized me. It wasn't me who went down in the dance club and ate her out. It was her in the dance club who had oral sex with me. She should be charged. Not me! They're makin' like I'm some big gruesome animal, a sex animal, which is—

Female Interviewer: Wait, wait but your charge involves a so-called gangbanging then her—
2Pac: No it doesn't, does not but if you listen right in there, none of these charges is gangbanging. None of this gangbang stuff came out in the trial. She says people was rubbing her ass, grabbing her ass. Where are these people? Where are these people?

Female Interviewer: In charge with sodomy?

2Pac: No, she says it's a attempted sodomy. What is an attempted sodomy? If there was sodomy—

Interviewer: This is the second count. The first count is sodomy—

(Interviewer Interrupts)

2Pac: Okay, if there was sodomy, why when she went to the doctor wasn't there any forcible entry? Why wasn't her anal, why wasn't there anything? Why didn't they find any of my sperm on the thing if she's... Why, why? Why wasn't any of my sperm—

Male Interviewer 1: You can wear a condom
Male Interviewer 2: Because sodomy in some states means oral sex. This is one of the states where it means oral.

2Pac: Why didn't they find the condom?

Interviewer: You just said—

2Pac: UTT-UTT-UTTER. Why they didn't find it?

Interviewer: You said you were wearing a condom.

2Pac: On the night we had consensual sex. Before that! C'mon, follow me, follow me?

Male Interviewer 1: Let me ask you this about the guns?
2Pac: The guns!

Male Interviewer 2: What about the guns getting you in trouble?

2Pac: No, It's not my liking for guns. What about the NRA? We all have the right to bear arms. I have that. I have that same right as you do. Just because I'm black doesn't mean I shouldn't have a gun. I have a law legally own guns. I legally own guns. Why would I come to New York and be unlawfully owning two guns? Who has two guns? Who carries two unlegal guns? Why? And mind you, a week before I-I-I-I went to jail with the police. C'mon!

Interviewer: What about the jury? You talked with me in the elevator about the jury (yes) and the composition of it. You didn't think they understood you? Tell me about that.

2Pac: I hope they do, Bob. It's hard for me to believe that a jury full of older more middle-class women are gonna understand where I'm coming from because y'all barely understand where I'm coming from and y'all cover murders and sh*t every day. And y'all treat me like I'm New York's most notorious criminal and y'all know there's people throwing babies out of windows and puttin' em in the incinerator. All I do is make raps. All I do is rap and talk loud. My biggest crime is talking loud, you know what I'm saying? Y'all don't have nothing else besides that.