Holly, Should I Miss You? lyrics

It's 3:15 AM again
It's you I miss
Of course it is
At 3:15
Of course it is
And there's reasons not to tell you how I feel
But it's too real
At 3:15 AM

Holy sh*t I miss you
And I'm sorry
If you miss me this much too
Cuz this feels like dying only worse
I always hoped that dying might come first
And I'd never have to lose you like this
And you'd never have to be the one I miss

It's 3:30 AM again
I'm forcing this
Each time we kiss
At 3:30 AM
I'm bored of this
It's you I miss
And there's proof that we don't fit
And we're just kids
But just admit
When you close your eyelids
You see me too
Holy sh*t I miss you
And I'm sorry
If you miss me this much too
Cuz this feels like dying only worse
I always hoped that dying might come first
And I'd never have to lose you like this
And you'd never have to be the one I miss

At 4 AM again of course you are
When you're so far
My 4 is your 7 AM
Good morning then

Good morning love if I am somehow still allowed to call you that