Ashes - 6428664 lyrics

I don't want this life
You can f*cking have it
It's hard to wake up
From the overwhelming sadness
Need to numb the pain
I take my bong
And pack it
Or
I roll it up it disappears like magic
Only thing remaining is the f*cking ashes
Scattered on the ground
Just like how my head is
Wanna take the gun
And blow it all to pieces
Never gave a f*ck
Cause this life has no meaning

I know I'm already crazy
Fake friends
They would never try to save me
Smile to my face
Then they just betray me
Should I let the angels or the devil take me

Drag me down to hell
Already took my soul
Ain't nothing left to sell
Already hate myself
And you could probably tell
I don't like it here
Please take me somewhere else
Wanna disappear
I wanna run away
Take the memories
Erase them from my brain
Life is boring
Everyday is just the same
I feel broken
But i don't know what to say

I don't know what to say
Introverted
Yeah I need my f*cking space
Please don't ask if I'm okay
I'll just say I'm fine
But I never change

I don't want this life
You can f*cking have it
It's hard to wake up
From the overwhelming sadness
Need to numb the pain
I take my bong
And pack it
Or I roll it up it
Disappears like magic
Magic
Burn it all to ashes
Wanted love
Now I wish I never had it
Do these drugs
Cause our world
Is full of madness
Nothing matters
It's kinda tragic

I've been living life
With a deathwish
Razors on my wrist
Noose around my neck b*tch
Always tired
Always fighting my own feelings
I have a sick mind
It's not healing