I Been Trying lyrics

[Intro]
(TJ produced it)
I'ma stand like Malcolm X
(KP On The Beat)
I don't wanna miss it
(I got Hitman on the beat)

[Chorus]
Stay afloat, I'm like my n*gga I been trying (Ouu)
But on the other end I'm feeling like I'm dying (Ouu)
All in my dreams, I still see them bullets flying (Oh, why?)
I got someone around to stop me from the crying (Oh, Dej)
But on the other end I been slidin'
I miss my brother, know he flyin' in the sky (Yeah, big Dump)
Pure pus*y, all them n*ggas they been hiding (Them n*ggas pus*y)
But when I catch 'em, I'ma hit 'em with that fire

[Verse 1]
I need help with all these drugs to leave 'em 'lone (Leavе 'em 'lone)
Totin' a .30 with all my thugs when I lеave home (When I leave home)
I kiss my son 'cause I might leave and end up gone (Yeah)
Ask the one who sleep on side me, at night, I been being strong (Yeah)
And I can't stop the killing when they want my brain
And it don't matter how rich a n*gga get, I still won't change
I was runnin' into Herm, I'm confessing all my pain
I'm a dummy for that love, for these hoes, I feel shame (Shame)
But b*tch I ain't no lame so you can stop that playing games (Playing)
If you love me then you love me, keep it real, I do the same (I do the same)
Hundred thousand on a car, I could spend it on a chain
Which one you want? It ain't a thing, this from my heart, I'm going insane (Yeah)
I've been looking for love up inside you (You, you)
They see I'm hurt but they don't feel the sh*t that I do (I do)
It's way too early for to do the sh*t that I do
I'm trying anything, don't want leave up beside you
I seen Boozilla face up on the news, same day I had to spin (Go)
I let eleven out that .223 the same day Joe got spent (Baow-baow-baow-baow baow-baow-baow)
sh*t, you a hoe, you got me f*cked up, man this n*gga got me bent
And I'ma send that pus*y boy the same place his n*ggas went
When I catch 'em, I'ma flex him, I'ma stretch him pus*y (Baow)
Stay with a mug on top my face when them n*ggas lookin' (Huh)
Phat Black shot p*ss up in his face right up in central booking (b*tch ass n*gga)
That n*gga must thought that I forgot, I made my youngin dust him (Hit 'em)
I been thuggin' and I love it when my head on (Head on)
Too many guns inside the house, my PO come, I'm gone (I'm gone)
My grandpa asked me 'bout these shootings, I told him, "I ain't wrong" (I ain't wrong, papa)
I say the only thing I'm missing being at your home (I'm missing home)
I'm holding on
[Chorus]
Stay afloat, I'm like my n*gga I been trying (Yeah)
But on the other end I'm feeling like I'm dying
All in my dreams, I still see them bullets flying (Uh, uh)
I got someone around to stop me from the crying, (Oh, Dej)
But on the other end I been slidin' (Oh, we slidin')
I miss my brother, know he flyin' in the sky (Oh, Dump)
Pure pus*y, all them n*ggas they been hiding (Them n*ggas hiding)
But when I catch 'em, I'ma hit 'em with that fire (I don't wanna listen)

[Verse 2]
My mama tell me slow down (Slow down)
But I'ma die up in this sh*t, they play, it's going down (I don't wanna die like this)
I'm going to hell, I lost my path to heaven shootin' around (I was killing them n*ggas)
Outside his house, right by his car, my n*gga laid him down (Zipped them n*ggas)

[Outro]
Say Khris, I think I need to stop right now, on gang
Before I start saying too much sh*t
Ayy, can't convict yourself
Ayy, ayy though, What you on n*gga?
Yeah, Lil Top, n*gga (What you on foe?)
I'm on that same sh*t
What you on foe? Yeah (Ayy, where my n*gga Herm at?)
Yeah, that too
I am who you say I am, n*gga, I'm at my lowest (If you hear that gun right now Baby Joe getting tatted)
No matter how bad they bash me
You hear me? Man, I'm still singing them b*tches to blues
Like what you want do, n*gga?
Yeah, put your face on the news
RIP Dump
RIP Boozilla
4KT Northside 38, we put guns to the face, who gon' die today?
Ain't nobody safe
Not even me, it's a dirty game