{Intro}
{World War 2 Veteran, di*k Winters}
I cherish the memories of a question my grandson asked me the other day
When he said "Grandpa, were you a hero in the war?"
Grandpa said no
{Denise Archibald, John Q}
Its a miracle baby
They found a heart
John its a miracle
They found a heart
{D-Fens}
They say that a hero is what you wanna be
What if that hero falls victim to the 7 sins
Are they still a hero?
I think so?
Just like Scarface, El Chapo, and Pablo Escobar
I have one question
The concept of a hero
Should we raise the bar?
{Verse 1}
Its hard to see the youth be influenced
By the guns and drugs being a menace
On every track I spit
From the lies and lies I sh*t
I stick my hand in the toilet
To pull out this sh*t
Barbed wire around my wrist
As I still cut that sh*t
Wearing a glove around it
Acting like nothing happened
For I don’t end up in the hospital again
Get a needle in my ass
Until my mind passes like Capone
Don’t kill a mockingbird
As this bird is deformed
By the cuts and cuts on every lie
My raps are the real deal
Don’t look at my interview
Thats a wrong picture
A image of an artist for sure
Until you zoom in on that cup
And you don’t see the seizure ready to erupt
f*ck a hospital and f*ck a ambulance
I don’t like violence but see it through my lens
1 pill 2 pill 3 pill 4
Go for another hour and 4 more
Random pills from my grannie’s crib
Hard to fathom as my brain’s spilt
As I drink away the coughs
With the Malcolm X in that cup
Red as that hairdo
When theres no color
Its my clear coke
I made about 3,000 in 2 months
Now I only have 100 in 2 months
I drink away the money in that cup
I pass out with that cup
I pass out in my uncle's room
With the cup dam
{Hook}
Scared of me
Scared of me
Are you scared of me?
Scared of me
Scared of me
Do you fear me?
Fear me
Fear me
Are you afraid of me?
Afraid of me
Fear me
Kill me
{Verse 2}
I rap about cutting myself
Do I actually do it
The short answers yes
Let my arm be the evidence
I like to feel the pain
If someone’s got a cloud let it rain
I hurt myself before I hurt anybody else
As I said time and time again
What if I told you I beat a innocent animal
While high and not being sensible woo
As I laugh at every time it squeals
It makes my blood rush to deal
I recorded myself doing it on camera
I watch it to feel the same electra
I'm really sorry
Lets take a journey down a path
Of each generations statement of success
It starts with the teens filled with dreams
As they are told to be drug fiends
Or to be drugs sellers than abusers
Words from the angels known as rappers
As if we have all the answers
The teens wanna see a pen glide
As the knife goes inside
Until we bleed out and die
Wishing they go there too
Instead of rejecting the institute
That fills them with these thoughts
As they cough from all the syrup
A spasm away from death
As a rapper I’m the grim reaper
I tell when you to die or not
I tell you when to stay alive or not
And no one questions these lyrics
Pop a pill and you will see it
Drugs facts out the window
When your mom sits in sorrow
Wishing I didn’t tell you to die
I just made money cuz you died
And thats for real
{Hook}
Scared of me
Scared of me
Are you scared of me?
Scared of me
Scared of me
Do you fear me?
Fear me
Fear me
Are you afraid of me?
Afraid of me
Fear me
Kill me
{Verse 3}
Thats a laugh to the bank
Me and my emo rappers love shanks
As they go in your back
Because we failed you at that
I’ma keep it 100 withcha
I know that life sucks
It can make you depressed
Lets play Deadliest Catch
A rapper takes you out of that hole
Rapping about all the scars he holds
Until you minds bold
Dam
You think you can relate
Blade deep inside your veins
You think thats pretty cool
Lyrics about killing yourself
Lyrics about killing yourself
Are f*cking kidding me
It entices your sadness
As we capitalize upon it
Thats why theres a emo wave
Supplying the suicide crave
Attempts over attempts
That razor cuts deeper than it gets
When your heartbroken over a girl
We make this world
Of love in the after life before life
Like now is not good enough
A vice that your caught in
Then you get out of it
As the music lets you out
In a bathroom or a stall
Anywhere you will fail
Fall in the abyss of fake sadness
Rappers saying is happening
{Hook}
Scared of me
Scared of me
Are you scared of me?
Scared of me
Scared of me
Do you fear me?
Fear me
Fear me
Are you afraid of me?
Afraid of me
Fear me
Kill me
{Verse 4}
I’m sorry that I am apart of this
When I was Red Nation
I had good intentions
Trying to be the raps Batman
Fighting against sh*t like this
Then I listened to my inspiration
Popping a couple in the cup
As the cuts scared my face up
Life attempts under my belt
No reason to ask for help
I’m a lost soul
Don’t need to drag kids down this hole
I don’t want to take this role
So how am I your role model
Even after this rebuttal
Why in the world you collab someone
With the opposite message of fan attraction
1 rappers for the pills and drugs
And the others for people to get along
Making it a peaceful world for everybody
In a hotel lobby waiting to go up the elevator
As I cut the wires for you to be their savior
Making the music spreading the knowledge
Whether they should go to college
As I pull down their brains
Painting a picture of pain
To use as a blueprint
To drop out of school as they ask where the time went
Sniffing it up their nose
I also wonder why these miracle
Spiritual individuals in a lyrical swimming pool
Put me on a foot stool
Like putting the pus*y on a pedestal
For the pleasure of working with someone bigger
In hopes of a buzz to come sooner
Putting down the mic to sell a soul
As that miracle is swimming in a sh*tty pool
{Hook}
Scared of me
Scared of me
Are you scared of me?
Scared of me
Scared of me
Do you fear me?
Fear me
Fear me
Are you afraid of me?
Afraid of me
Fear me
Kill me
{Verse 5}
Lyrics being downgraded
Their popularity is being levitated
On the devil’s knees they I didn’t hesitate it
When the views and plays are coming in
Who gives a f*ck as the check comes souring in
Falling victim to the chain image
Thinking their the next Michael Simmons
As their book is a f*cking lyrical book
(What a joke)
Another thing when it comes to relationships
I don’t want this
I’m into some sh*t that would make you sick
As I stick my di*k in like mileage
Hands around the throat like women’s suffrage
Playing a role game like bondage
My porn history is mortgage
Then she can’t breathe
Like being drowned from under the sea
Necromancing on a dead body
Until the cherrys popped
I know shes dead and I can’t stop
Waking up and going to bed
Same situation over again
Morning wood with the thought of death
Drooling like a addict with his f*cking meds
Hey baby do it to me too
I want that mirror to show blue
Tie my hands to the bedpost
And use that whip to slap my nuts off
Pain is the pleasure
Like spreading terror
Among my partner
To show the monster
Bleeding through the love
Until its a deeper cut
Then one of us dies
While f*cking at the same time
I don’t want pleasure from a girl crying
I’d rather die than her eyes going
And turning black
{Hook}
Scared of me
Scared of me
Are you scared of me?
Scared of me
Scared of me
Do you fear me?
Fear me
Fear me
Are you afraid of me?
Afraid of me
Fear me
Kill me
{Verse 6}
My thoughts are always demonic
May the power of Christ banish what I did
Or what I will do
When I’m in that couche
Licking on the touche
How many strangles does it take
To get to the center of a band aid
After the scars of pleasure
Having my di*k in the urethra
Dam
The name is Jeremiah
The opposite of messiah
Everything I say is fire
As it skirts your brain tires
I got a heart on my arm
For a girl that contributed to self harm
Being a little b*tch
Crying over something that I couldn’t get
Jeremiah your so f*cking pathetic
Heres the rhetoric
You cut your face over a disease
Thinking it was about pus*y
Talking about your acne
Like you should give a f*ck
News flash no one gives a f*ck
Thats why you took a f*cking blade
Look at your f*cking hand for petes take
Wearing a glove to cover up
sh*t everybody knows whats up
You think can hide the facts
You use to use a tac
I see the lines on your face
What a disgrace
{Hook}
Scared of me
Scared of me
Are you scared of me?
Scared of me
Scared of me
Do you fear me?
Fear me
Fear me
Are you afraid of me?
Afraid of me
Fear me
Kill me
{Verse 7}
Covering with that make-up
What are you Bruce Jenner
Let me pour some water on your face
Now lets see whats on your face
Oh sh*t you got some pimples and zits
You think for one second your the only one
That walks around like this
I love how you talk about killing yourself
How you were a victim heres a book on my shelf
Of 1000 different ways you suck at doing it
Do it again it makes your brand look better
Enough chitter chatter jump off the roof
And make your brain splatter
As you rap about it from the heavens
I hope you say you finally did it
I’m guaranteeing you will fail
And sing a track about your fail
Heres a nail in your coffin
I bet those wrist cuts were soften
As offend you make bank
Portraying a victim that can’t contemplate
Between life or death
Laughing under your breath
On how stupid we are
To buy the bullsh*t of a scar
Maybe thats the lean you keep drinking
In a way to cope with the stealing
You only have 100 left
Is it worth it all the lies you kept
Drug fiend with fake money with an addiction to feed
As you spew a fake family
You pretend to have
As your promote suicide to get that cash
Fake ass mother f*cker
Stereotypical sad rapper
Drinking lean for a seizure
Hoping to make the money
From a story on the paper
Thinking thats the answer
Like a cure of cancer
Rapping about this fake depression
In hopes of getting famous
For real
{Hook}
Scared of me
Scared of me
Are you scared of me?
Scared of me
Scared of me
Do you fear me?
Fear me
Fear me
Are you afraid of me?
Afraid of me
Fear me
{Verse 8}
Man f*ck the hook
If i’m done being mean to myself
Is it worth trying to kill myself
Started a positive message
Image down in the sewer
Within a few years later
Using the Styrofoam I fought against
Abusing my grandma’s meds
I say no more interviews
As I take them down on Youtube
It took my soul too
To another plain I’m not used too
Walking in a cemetery
Wondered If I’d see my body
All I see is bones because I’m still alive
As I take my siblings lives
Thats who the musics for
Thats who I started this career for
Just like a metaphor
Falling down to the floor
And never coming back up
Who life was set up
My brother or my sister
The unborn child of my mother
I just wanna make them richer
For they don’t have to be a capital worker
Living in a mansion for all of them
I’ll get a apartment for myself
Hopefully I wanna kill myself
There I go again
Talking about more sins
Let me know who really wins
As I’m scared to the end
And its fact
f*ck
Are you really scared of me?
Play that f*cking hook again
{Hook}
Scared of me
Scared of me
Are you scared of me?
Scared of me
Scared of me
Do you fear me?
Fear me
Fear me
Are you afraid of me?
Afraid of me
Fear me
Kill me