I’m still here, at rock bottom lyrics

f*cking faded I stumble along the pavement
Hundred dollars in my pocket, all just spent on rolling papers
I need to get my act together handle all my business
Medication got me faded I’m popping anti-depressants
Uncanny to standard listeners, they’ve all had enough of it
Disconnected friendships and these b*tches don’t f*ck with him
I’ve been going through a lot, but most of you know none of it
And I can barely function cause I’m always on some other sh*t
Reality seems grey and sh*t, I don’t know why I’m craving it
Someone stop the monologue, I’m drowning in my thoughts again
Constantly reflecting and regretting all the things I’ve said
Only time I’m out my head is when I’m doped out on these meds
Yeah this is closure in a way
You wanna say that you’re a fan of me then you should know I’m fake
And you should know that I’m a coward and I hide behind my lyric
And to anyone that I have dissed, we’re all f*cking dipsh*ts
But I’m also a hypocrite, thank you for listening