Clouded lyrics

[Intro]
That sh*t definitely broken
Gotta get it how you live
Everybody talking 'bout R&B sh*t
I'm just talking me sh*t
You know what I mean?
Let me hear that

[Verse]
I gave it all for a fantasy
Is anybody gon' remember me?
If I go tonight, I doubt the world'll change
I just pray they don't forget my name
Is it game rules? I can't lose
When it's all said and done, will I still be cool?
Spent like (How much?), ten thousand (Ten thousand)
Twenty thousand (twenty thousand), thirty thousand (Thirty thousand)
Forty thousand (Forty thousand)
How much I'ma spend profilin'?
She come in and compliment my closet
f*ck her on the floor like I don't give a f*ck 'bout it
Your judgement get clouded when you clouted
My opposition wish I'd stop smilin'
My family wish I'd stop wildin'
I'm still on the east side smokin' with my OG's
'Cause they the only ones that really know me
I was f*ckin' superstars when I was nineteen (Mm)
The sh*t we did, you won't believe me
Now I'm at the turn up, lookin' lonely
Then they wonder why I'm quiet at them house parties
'Cause everybody see me (See me)
Roll some blunts and hit her once and now she need me (Need me)
Her n*gga wanna be me (Yeah)
But they don't know I'm fightin' demons
I feel like dyin' every season
I've been swimmin' in the deep end
All my b*tches know I'm leavin' at some point (Mm, I'm out)
Whether there's a reason or not
Don't try givin' me reasons to stop