Shoot My Self lyrics

[Tabs]

One more blunt to roast before I fade to black
I'm lost in this dutch smoke I'm just hoping I make it back
My backs breaking from carrying sacred facts
I see my fate, I can't even escape these blatant raps
I'm insane kid, they stuck me in this crazy life
I'm tryna change sh*t without the Huggies and the baby wipes
My eyes focused, smoke chronic in high doses
Cuz I noticed it counteracts my psychosis
And how did I get to be so mentally deranged
If your friends are mean then essentially you're the same
I don't need a remedy, got a propensity for pain
Used to swear by the memory but eventually it changed
Potentially insane from all the anguish and torment
Outside of Heaven's gate left to languish on the doorstep
Walk of death, short of breath, my soul is numb
Don't be surprised when you find a note and a smoking gun

[Coal Cash]

That's one more second gone, another season behind me
So lonely yesterday, one day you may not find me
Remind me why we try, can't recollect the reason
Needing this freezing rain, numb the pain of my veins bleeding
Fleeting before my eyes, sunrise til skies darken
Harking the reaper's call til my skull's an empty compartment
Pardon my brain's ??, stain the walls of my apartment
Sharpen the guillotine, pillows never cease to ??
Past the harshest darkness that flow from my carcass
The death march approaching, toast a Gnostic on a star ship
My heart is arctic, I'm too lethargic to guard it
Regarded it's hard to do and I'm the one who drew the target
Bombarded I'm running through, nothing new to the pain I feel
If it's in my brain the explain why the chains are real
Aiming to heal, peel back the vested wound
Death or rest, a vestige manifested from a flesh cocoon