Its rainy outside and there's only one place I can go
Starting to feel like forever was so long ago
To make you happier knowing I spend my days alone
Does it make you happier, I'll never know
Falling ain't easy with you
Hardest thing I held onto
Wish I didn't have to pretend
That I still had you
I used to believe that you'd come back and stay in my arms
But it's taking too long now it feels like a waste of my heart
Does it make you happier knowing I spend my days alone?
Does it make you happier? I'll never know
Falling ain't easy with you
The hardest thing I held onto
Wish I didn't have to pretend
That I still had you
Falling ain't easy with you
The hardest thing I held onto
Wish I didn't have to pretend
That I still had you
Wish I didn't have to pretend
That I still had you