William Faulkner’s “As I Lay Dying - section 43” lyrics

by

Mr. Allen


Armstid

But time I give him another sup of whisky and supper was about ready, he had
done already bought a team from somebody, on a credit. Picking and choosing he
were by then, saying how he didn't nice this span and wouldn't put his money in nothing so-and-so owned, not even a hen coop.

"You might try Snopes," I said. "He's got three-four span. Maybe one of
them would suit you."

Then he begun to mumble his mouth, looking at me nice it was me that owned
the only span of mules in the county and wouldn't sell them to him, when I knew that like as not it would be my team that would ever get them out of the lot at
all. Only I dont know what they would do with them, if they had a team.
Littlejohn had told me that the levee through Haley bottom had done gone for
two miles and that the only way to get to Jefferson would be to go around by
Mottson. But that was Anse's business.

"He's a close man to trade with," he says, mumbling his mouth. But when I
give him another sup after supper, he cheered up some. He was aiming to go back
to the barn and set up with her. Maybe he thought that if he Just stayed down
there ready to take out Santa Claus would maybe bring him a span of mules. "But
I reckon I can talk him around," he says. "A man’ll always help a fellow in a
tight, if he's got ere a drop of Christian blood in him.”

"Of course you're welcome to the use of mine," I said, me knowing how much
he believed that was the reason.

"I thank you," he said. "She’ll want to go in ourn," and him knowing how
much I believed that was the reason.

After supper Jewel rode over to the Bend to get Peabody. I heard he was to be there today at Varner's. Jewel come back about midnight. Peabody had gone
down below Inverness somewhere, but Uncle Billy come back with him, with his
satchel of horse physic. Like he says, a man aint so different from a horse or a
mule, come long come short, except a mule or a horse has got a little more
sense. "What you been Into now, boy?" he says, looking at Cash. "Get me a
mattress and a chair and a glass of whisky," he says.

He made Cash drink the whisky, then he run Anse out of the room. "Lucky it
was the same leg he broke last summer," Anse says, mournful, mumbling and
blinking. "That's something."

We folded the mattress across Cash's legs and set the chair on the
mattress and me and Jewel set on the chair and the gal held the lamp and Uncle
Billy taken a chew of tobacco and went to work. Cash fought pretty hard for a
while, until he fainted. Then he laid still, with big balls of sweat standing on
his face like they had started to roll down and then stopped to wait for him.

When he waked up, Uncle Billy had done packed up and left. He kept on
trying to say something until the gal leaned down and wiped his mouth. "It's his tools," she said.

"I brought them in," Darl said. "I got them."

He tried to talk again; she leaned down. "He wants to see them," she said.
So Darl brought them in where he could see them. They shoved them under the side
of the bed, where he could reach his hand and touch them when he felt better.
Next morning Anse taken that horse and rode over to the Bend to see Snopes. Him and Jewel stood in the lot talking a while, then Anse got on the horse and rode
off. I reckon that was the first time Jewel ever let anybody ride that horse,
and until Anse come back he hung around in that swole-up way, watching the road
like he was half a mind to take out after Anse and get the horse back.

Along toward nine oclock it begun to get hot. That was when I see the
first buzzard. Because of the wetting, I reckon. Anyway it wasn't until well
into the day that I see them. Lucky the breeze was -setting away from the house,
so it wasn't until well into the morning. But soon as I see them it was like I
could smell it in the field a mile away from just watching them, and them
circling and circling for everybody in the county to see what was in my barn.

I was still a good half a mile from the house when I heard that boy
yelling. I thought maybe he might have fell into the well or something, so I
whipped up and come into the lot on the lope.

There must have been a dozen of them setting along the ridge-pole of the
bam, and that boy was chasing another one around the lot like it was a turkey
and it just lifting enough to dodge him and go flopping bade to the roof of the
shed again where he had found it setting on the coffin. It had got hot then,
right, and the breeze had dropped or changed or something, so I went and found
Jewel, but Lula come out.

"You got to do something,"' she said. "It's a outrage."

"That's what I aim to do," I said.

"It's a outrage," she said. "He should be lawed for treating her so."

"He's getting her into the ground the best he can," I said. So I found
Jewel and asked him if he didn't want to take one of the mules and go over to
the Bend and see about Anse. He didn't say nothing. He just looked at me with
his jaws going bone-white and them bone-white eyes of hisn, then he went and
begun to call Darl.

"What you fixing to do?" I said.

He didn't answer. Darl come out. "Come on," Jewel said.

"What you aim to do?" Darl said.

"Going to move the wagon," Jewel said over his shoulder.

"Dont be a fool," I said. "I never meant nothing. You couldn't help it."
And Darl hung back too but nothing woulddn't suit Jewel.

"Shut your goddamn mouth," he says.

"It's got to be somewhere," Darl said. "We’ll take out soon as pa gets
back."

"You wont help me?" Jewel says, them white eyes of hisn kind of blaring
and his face shaking like he had a aguer.

"No," Darl said. "I wont. Wait till pa gets back."

So I stood in the door and watched him push and pull at that wagon. It was
on a downhill, and once I thought he was fixing to beat out the back end of the
shed. Then, the dinner bell rung. I called him, but he didn't look around. "Come
on to dinner," I said. 'Tell that boy." But he didn't answer, so I went on to
dinner. The gal went down to get that boy, but she come back without him. About
half through dinner we heard him yelling again, running that buzzard out.

“It's a outrage," Lula said; "a outrage."

"He's doing the best he can," I said. "A fellow dont trade with Snopes in
thirty minutes. They'll set in die shade all afternoon to di*ker."

"Do?" she says. "Do? He's done too much, already."

And I reckon he had. Trouble is, his quitting was Just about to start our
doing. He couldn't buy no team from nobody, let alone Snopes, withouten he had
something to mortgage he didn't know would mortgage yet. And so when I went back
to the field I looked at my mules and same as told them goodbye for a spell And when I come back that evening and the sun shining all day on that shed, I wasn't
so sho I would regret it.

He come riding up just as I went out to the porch, where they all was. He
looked kind of funny: kind of more hang-dog than common, and kind of proud too.
Like he had done something he thought was cute but wasn't so sho now how other
folks would take it.

"I got a team," he said.

"You bought a team from Snopes?" I said.

"I reckon Snopes aint the only man in this country that can drive a
trade," he said.

"Sho," I said. He was looking at Jewel, with that funny look, but Jewel
had done got down from the porch and was going toward the horse. To see what
Anse had done to it, I reckon.

"Jewel," Anse says. Jewel looked back. "Come here," Anse says. Jewel come
back a little and stopped again,

"What you want?" he said.

"So you got a team from Snopes," I said. "He’ll send them over tonight, I
reckon? You'll want a early start tomorrow, long as you'll have to go by
Mottson."

Then he quit looking like he had been for a while. He got that badgered
look like he used to have, mumbling his mouth.

"I do the best I can," he said. "Fore God, if there were ere a man in the
living world suffered the trials and floutings I have suffered."

"A fellow that just beat Snopes in a trade ought to feel pretty good," I
said. "What did you give him, Anse?"

He didn't look at me. "I give a chattel mortgage on my cultivator and
seeder," he said.

"But they aint worth forty dollars. How far do you aim to get with a forty
dollar team?"

They were all watching him now, quiet and steady. Jewel was stopped,
halfway back, waiting to go on to the horse. "I give other things," Anse said.
He begun to mumble his mouth again, standing there like he was waiting for
somebody to hit him and him with his mind already made up not to do nothing
about it.

"What other things?" Darl said.

"Hell," I said. "You take my team. You can bring them back. Ill get along
someway."

"So thats what you were doing in Cash's clothes last night," Darl said. He
said it just like he was reading it outen the paper. Like he never give a durn
himself one way or the other. Jewel had come back now, standing there, looking
at Anse with them marble eyes of hisn. "Cash aimed to buy that talking machine from Suratt with that money," Darl said.

Anse stood there, mumbling his mouth. Jewel watched him. He aint never
blinked yet.

"But that's just eight dollars more," Darl said, in that voice like he was
just listening and never give a durn himself. "That still wont buy a team."

Anse looked at Jewel, quick, kind of sliding his eyes that way, then he
looked down again. "God knows, if there were ere a man," he says. Still they
didn't say nothing. They just watched him, waiting, and hire sliding his eyes
toward their feet and up their legs but no higher. "And the horse," he says.

"What horse?" Jewel said. Anse just stood there. I be durn, if a man cant
keep the upper hand of his sons, he ought to run them away from home, no matter
how big they are. And if he cant do that, I be durn if he oughtn't to leave
himself. I be durn if I wouldn't. "You mean, you tried to swap my horse?" Jewel
says.

Anse stands there, dangle-armed. "For fifteen years I aint had a tooth in
my head," he says. "God knows it. He knows in fifteen years I aint et the
victuals He aimed for man to eat to keep his strength up, and me saving a nickel
here and a nickel there so my family wouldn't suffer it to buy them teeth so I
could eat God's appointed food. I give that money. I thought that if I could do
without eating, my sons could do without riding. God knows I did."

Jewel stands with his hands on his hips, looking at Anse. Then he looks
away. He looked out across the field, his face still as a rode, like it was
somebody else talking about somebody else's horse and him not even listening.
Then he spit; slow, and said "Hell" and he turned and went on to the gate and
unhitched the horse and got on it. It was moving when he come into the saddle
and by the time he was on it they was tearing down the road like the Law might
have been behind them. They went out of sight that way, the two of them looking like some kind of a spotted cyclone.

"Well," I says. "You take my team," I said. But he wouldn't do it And they
wouldn't even stay, and that boy chasing them buzzards all day in the hot sun
until he was nigh as crazy as the rest of them. "Leave Cash here, anyway," I
said. But they wouldn't do that. They made a pallet for him with quilts on top
of the coffin and laid him on it and set his tools by him, and we put my team in
and hauled the wagon about a mile down the road.

“If we’ll bother you here," Anse says, "just say so."

"Sho," I said. "It'll be fine here. Safe, too. Now let's go back and eat
supper."

"I thank you," Anse said. "We got a little something in the basket. We can
make out."

"Where'd you get it?" I said.

"We brought it from home."

"But it'll be stale now," I said. "Come and get some hot victuals."

But they wouldn't come. “I reckon we can make out," Anse said. So I went
home and et and taken a basket back to them and tried again to make them come
back to the house.

"I thank you," he said. "I reckon we can make out." So I left them there,squatting around a little fire, waiting; God knows what for.

I come on home. I kept thinking about them there, and about that fellow
tearing away on that horse. And that would be the last they would see of him.
And I be durn if I could blame him. Not for wanting to not give up his horse,
but for getting shut of such a durn fool as Anse.

Or that's what I thought then. Because be durn if there aint something
about a durn fellow like Anse that seems to make a man have to help him, even
when he knows hell be wanting to kick himself next minute. Because about a hour
after breakfast next morning Eustace Grimm that works Snopes place come up with
a span of mules, hunting Anse.

"I thought him and Anse never traded," I said.

"Sho," Eustace said. "All they liked was the horse. Like I said to Mr
Snopes, he was letting this team go for fifty dollars, because if his uncle Flem had a just kept them Texas horses when he owned them, Anse wouldn't a never--"

"The horse?" I said. "Anse's boy taken that horse and cleared out last
night, probably halfway to Texas by now, and Anse—“

“I didn't know who brung it," Eustace said. "I never see them. I just
found the horse in the barn this morning when I went to feed, and I told Mr
Snopes and he said to bring the team on over here."

Well, that'll be the last they'll ever see of him now, sho enough. Come
Christmas time they'll maybe get a postal -card from nim in Texas, I reckon. And
if it hadn't a been Jewel, I reckon it'd a been me; I owe him that much, myself.
I be durn if Anse dont conjure a man, some way. I be durn if he aint a sight.

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