Were i wanna be lyrics

[Hook]
In the darkest days, the rain that falls
Hear me from the life that calls
And all the things I need to find an answer for
But in the end I know I'll see
The truth in all that I believe
I do what I gotta do
Cause I know that this, is where I wanna be

[Verse 1: DMX]
Got a lot to say, but don't know who to talk to
Step with a purpose, but don't know where to walk to
Anything I ever said, ever meant something?
I know, because the person I said it to, told me it meant something
My life has a meaning,my life has a purpose
No matter how dark it gets, I knew that it was worth it
f*ck what it looked like on the surface
Seen it all ,but not all heard us, like sometimes i was worthless
Can't expect everybody to get what you doing
Can't expect them all to be with what you doing
Don't give a f*ck if a motherf*cker hating
What you think it is with me ,but whats good with you lately
I hate when i sense this sh*t
Trying to make sense of this sh*t knowing that its sensitive sh*t
n*ggas so dumb, that they don't even sense the sh*t
You said the sh*t, so I know you meant the sh*t you said
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[Verse 2: Big Stan]
Born with addiction with fast living with high stakes
I race down a highway of life with no breaks
Make no apologies for the risks that I take
And manning up to the repercussions that I face
No silver spoon, I was raised in a crowded room
Rarely seen the sun, faced a lot of gloom
I hit the streets too soon before 21
Working on the clock since and on it until I'm done
I'm never clocking out, but always locking in
I had a warm heart, lost a lot of friends
And losing them make me feel like I was drowning
So please forgive the chill when you around me
Dreamed of living right, big family, the picket fence
Grandkids I will get to share my story with
But here I am, living vile as I stand my ground
Just hope it doesn't end, with shots fired, man down

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[Verse 3: DMX]
If i could bottle the inspiration
Id be a billionaire,straight f*ckin villian yeah
X baby you still in there
I feel the air, i can smell the death in it
Yall be leftin? it so f*ck n*gga step with it
The walk is easy, the journey ain't worth nothing
That's why every day a n*gga wanna hurt something
But, I made progress, more or less
If I can avoid the stress, I can avoid the rest
A n*gga stay dealing with the bullsh*t daily
n*ggas is worse than the b*tches, y'all hear me?
Straight up and fed up(what!)
I'll have you sprayed up and wet up(what!)
Now you laid up and won't get up
Now look at what the f*ck you got yourself into
All i did was open the curtains and you jumped out the window
That's what suckers do
You just a punk motherf*cker you
Got a n*gga like motherf*cker OOH!
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