Parasite lyrics

[Verse]
Every night before I sleep I feel it crawl under my skin
Is it hate? Is it guilt? Is my patience wearing thin?
Anxiety is always on my mind, but I can’t let the panic get my back, cause in this mattress close my eyes and then I disappear
I can’t let nobody know, why I don’t like being home
I can’t let nobody know, why I have no self-control
I can’t share my weakness to the world, cause I know how that goes
Every time I meet somebody, I can’t tell if friend or foe
I’m finally getting recognition, now they wanna f*ck with me
But I can’t f*ck with that, because that mindset is so f*cking weak
b*tch, I did this sh*t all on my own and so can you, but you don’t wanna grind, you'd rather spend your time in my inbox
b*tch watch, mad at me, just hit me when that diss drops
Missed shots, focus you’ve been looking at me crisscross
Tiptop, where I’m looking down at the f*ckboys
f*ckboy, hope that nine to five is what you want, b*tch
Tough sh*t, want it bad as me then you would quit, b*tch
Flip sh*t, every time you see me in yo city, boy
Pretty boy, f*ck up out my face or feel my rage, b*tch
Apesh*t, how I snap on anybody fake sh*t