Gods of Rapture (live) lyrics

I feel torn apart
A vile misfit fallen
Deep into affliction
Of my hollow mind

The sense of suffocation
Grows inside my lungs
When I wake into truth
I'm back among the blind

The truth of lies
Disenchanting my eyes
How can I survive
I can't stand being
Alive

Gods of rapture
Enshrouding my eyes
I try to hide
Then slowly, I die

My past laugh at me
From the other side of negation
Untying the lasting few
Cords of common sense
Submerged into the flow
The rapids of addiction
Too weak to push it back
A worm without defense

My flesh fading undressing the bones
Behold me naked; cadaver exposed
This, my abuse
I can't take it no more

The fragile truth sneering at me
With teeth pressed
Like thrusting nails into my head
All my life, I regret