Life’s a Race lyrics

[Hook]
Is it worth the money? Should've stopped me at the start
Ain't sh*t funny when you watched me fall apart
If I could turn the time and rewind to a nicer place
I wouldn't, no way, 'cause I learned that time's a race

[Verse 1]
They asked me why I took the heavenly step
And tried to quit what I was on, ain't got no serotonin left
Almost impossible to have fun, sh*t what if I collapse on
Stage next birthday? I just hope that I have one
Getting blazed from an age, I barely had pubes
If I leave this world, just know that I f*ckin' had too
I'm in a bad mood, what have I done?
The doctors tell me they can fix me tell me what have I won
Okay, with rap, I topped that, but then I thought I dropped back
'Cause I realised, at the top, is it really hot lad?
I just wish I could change up some certain sh*t
And open up my brain like a brain surgeon is
Looking in like "what have you done?"
Ain't know happiness left it's just a bottomless rut
I've had enough of this game and the fame, it's ridiculous
Can't go anywhere without someone wanting pictures, sh*t

[Hook]
Is it worth the money? Should've stopped me at the start
Ain't sh*t funny when you watched me fall apart
If I could turn the time and rewind to a nicer place
I wouldn't, no way, 'cause I learned that time's a race
[Verse 2]
Sometimes you see me smile but I'm hiding my tears
You can call it bipolar but I'm writing my fears
I can say I'm fearless, I'm fearless of a human
But I ain't fearless of this feeling I'm consuming
Wish this would stop, yeah, Scott's got a weak side
Pop another pill, go to sleep and hope I did die
What the f*ck I thinkin'? Man, I need to get away
Doctor's blame the Xanax, codeine and the Marryjane
Hopefully by the time that this sh*t drops
I'm clean and they don't find me in a snip knot
On the f*cking program wish I took it slow man
I dove into rap and took over, what you know man?
About bein' poor as sh*t
And your missus goes to work, you try ignore the sh*t
And suddenly you're rich, you're buying houses by the water
Still you're depressed, I want an answer from the lord brah

[Hook]
Is it worth the money? Should've stopped me at the start
Ain't sh*t funny when you watched me fall apart
If I could turn the time and rewind to a nicer place
I wouldn't, no way, 'cause I learned that time's a race

[Verse 3:]
Standing on the cliff edge, bout to jump di*khead
I'm in a dark place do you wanna see this sh*t end
Oh poor me, why I whinging on tracks?
'Cause I'm addicted to tabs and I'm admitting it lad
I ain't got sh*t to hide, And don't you sympathise
I'm in the middle of the ocean, wanna sink and die
Will this feeling fly? And will I be all right?
Or am I better off ending everything I tried? Why?
[Outro]
Is this worth the money?
If I could turn back time but then time gets away