[Hook]
Emotions in my head
This spirit of regret
As memories reset
Emotions in my heart
I knew this from the start
With every passing arc
[Verse 1: FrivolousShara]
I’ve been waiting for my feet to touch the bottom
But there’s no common ground in this pool of thought
Wading in the deep end
Waiting for this to end
They took away my ladder
I’m a Sim swimming in my own sin
Skimming through these past stages, flipping through these ripped pages
Told the future me to handle this but she ignored me
The present me is frustrated
With no choice, I can’t evade it
When I die resuscitate it
For my legs are feeling numb
Numb and exuberated with these feelings I am shaken
Marinated with my own concern, it’s intoxicating
Take a breath, take a breath
Take a deep breath
Watch your step, watch your step
It could be your last
My pruned fingers stare upon me
Feeling sucked dry, it’s alarming
Eyes are wet but it’s not raining
Dunk my head under, Lord save me
My emotions are playing tug of war
I am not sure what to do anymore
[Hook]
[Verse 2: FrivolousShara]
Apparently my body and mental state
Are two separate entities trying to live in the same space inside of me
So hard to lodge such a coexistence
For I feel the two at fatal resistance
If we could all work together, decisions could be made
All could be better
Hard to think clearly at the brink of my death bed
My figure turning pale
Blood draining from my head
Instead
Cut the tumbleweed scene and bring on the serum
My mind is open like a parachute
And I am snaring
This composition, all I can do now is play subtle melodies and pray for the transition
No intermission
I let my legs turn to brick and dive, no drop, into the stitches
With the fishes
Habit to hold my breath
But I let it go to this compromise
[Hook]
Emotions in my head, this spirit of regret
Emotions in my heart, I knew this from the start