What’s Going On lyrics

[Verse 1: Remy Ma]
Why didn't I see the signs, I was to busy getting high
Running up the studio smoking dro writing rhymes
To blind to notice my abdomen was growing
Having sex without protection now my belly is showing
Nobody know that me and my boo trying to decide
What to do he buggin' like that's a little me inside of you
It ain't true and I'm scared and I can tell he is worried a bit
So we proceed to get the weed and straight ignoring the sh*t
My jeans don't want to fit every morning, hurling and sh*t
I had to tell my family, I knew they all was going to flip
And his was happy, thinking he was about to be a daddy
But I knew it wasn't true even though we both wanted it so badly

[Chorus: Keyshia Cole]
Tell me what's going, I know what I'm doing is wrong
Can you hear me, Lord
When I'm calling, forgive me, my baby
How am I supposed feel the situation is real
Never wanted to letcha go, baby
We'll meet again I know, baby

[Verse 2]
We love each other madly so much to gain so much to lose
I'm in pain your mind frame change when you the one that gotta
Choose talk a walk step in my shoes think in negative thoughts
Politics and sh*t quit when the doctor says positive it's a life living
In my body but it don't gotta to live it's up to me but if i keep what
The f*ck I got to give I mean I'm still young and I don't really have
sh*t and if this n*gga up and leave then my child a be a bast*rd
This is drastic nobody really understands me and my mom don't
Give a f*ck and neither does the rest of the family they like
"Remy you can't afford it, you expect us to support it?"
I feel my seeds apart of me and I don't want to abort it so
[Chorus: Keyshia Cole]
Tell me what's going, I know what I'm doing is wrong
Can you hear me, Lord
When I'm calling, forgive me, my baby
How am I supposed feel the situation is real
Never wanted to letcha go, baby
We'll meet again I know, baby

[Verse 3]
I'm not steady but I can get ready for responsibilities, sh*t
Where would I be if my moms got rid of me
I'm so stressed and i'm under a lot of pressure
But all i need is the remedy to make remy feel better
I knew, I couldn't win so I chose to forfeit, it's a shame
I'm over four months and i'm in the doctors office
I swear to all that I love that I wanted to leave and wait
Five more months and birth the child that I conceived
But I sat there because I felt I had to and I cry everyday
Because I realize boy or girl that I wanted to have you
Don't be made at me, how it is, is how it had to be?
And any pain I put you through is all coming back to me

[Chorus: Keyshia Cole]
Tell me what's going, I know what I'm doing is wrong
Can you hear me, Lord
When I'm calling, forgive me, my baby
How am I supposed feel the situation is real
Never wanted to letcha go, baby
We'll meet again I know, baby