[Intro]
(Lucid)
[Verse 1]
Late nights, thinking bout what I want
What type of sh*t I spent it on instead of what I could've bought
And I spend it all with you instead of what I could’ve got
You told me you are everything that I needed but you're not
When I walk on by, tell 'em I went home
I don’t need all the drama, I tell my mama we on
Not knowing what's next, and f*ck if I feel alone
All this sh*t weighs me down, man, what the f*ck do you know?
I think I've been out of time, all I need is a sign
I've been running too long, I'm swerving way outta line
You can tell me that it's stupid, you can tell me that I'm fine
I'm acting like we good, but my mind is sublime
You know just the other day, I thought of ending it all
I know you watched the vid that I regret showing y’all
sh*t, nothing feels better than a curtain call
But my sh*t breaking bad, I guess I better Call Saul, wassup?
[Hook 1]
Sooner than later, I’m the crusader invader, I really might need some haters to take me down from the top
Bring me back to my life with them Friday night lights, and disappear from my sight, something that you'll never stop
[Verse 2]
Outta time for this sh*t, when will I get rid of it?
I tried to find my own light but then the bulb went dim
They tell me do what you love, well what the f*ck do you think?
I’m f*ckin' writing this sh*t while throwing up in the sink
They told me go to the left, because it's ripe with the light
But the wrong was the right, I'll never know real life
All I ever do is fight, and scream it out all night
Quit throwing me fake smiles, you crush my ego tight
I admit it, that this feeling saying I’ll always be winnin', even if I'm cutting ties and mailing out my goodbyes
I got this new f*ckin' record, you're OUT OF TIME for what?
What's the meaning of this sh*t? Am I a tie that you cut?
What's wrong? Nah, I feel you, it's okay, you'll be fine
Now every motherf*ckin' album all I seem to do is cry
Stop telling me you're sad, stop telling me you're high
Stop f*ckin' showing me pity, I'm sorry that I lie
The f*ckin' video is true, I still don't know just what to do
Soon enough I'll be a ghost and won't know where to haunt who
I screenshotted the messages and deleted em later
'Cause I don't need a reminder that most of you will be traitors
I left you on read because I'd rather be dead
I see you posting "i'm lonely" and there was nothing I said
I'll f*ckin' choke til I'm teary, I'll f*ckin scream til I'm weary
I'll f*ckin' lie until the snakes put a gun to my head
[Hook 2]
Toss my feelings to the door like some clothes on the floor
But I keep asking for more, just wait til my world tour
I got a wall full of masks, how am I feeling today
I'm f*ckin' eating up all the stupid sh*t that you say
[Outro/Verse 3]
Call this Empire 2, I need a glass full of blood
And I'll drink happily wishing that all you f*ckers would
You need to stop talking sh*t and open up a f*ckin' book
I'm reaching out for some love, but now I'm way off the hook
sh*t if I'm not careful, I'll just turn to crime
Catch a body, grab a hottie, tell her baby it's fine
Hit that sh*t from behind, is it a moan or a cry
You know what, nah, f*ck it, tonight is the night (I'm outta time)