19 to Life lyrics

by

Rihanna


[B.K.P.]
Too late for the other side
Caught in a chase, 19 to life

I don't think she understands how enticing she really is
Maybe if I wasn't such a b*tch sh*t wouldn't be this way
But I've already ruined another friendship
I'm always thinkin of you, talkin bout you, I no longer cry for you
I'm done sayin, b*tch, you weren't that important, saw my looks and ran it
Til I told you I wanted sh*t, I can no longer stand it
Now being alone I demand it: I'ma take control of these emotions, goddammit
And what I mean is that I will no longer let you control me
So you better hear me out, I know you don't know me
I've given up girls for you, totally thought you wasn't played
A b*tch all the way, this is what I get for thinkin this way
I used to try and impress: what a f*cking mess, went to school always depressed
Always in a rut from thinkin of you, I ain't heard you yet
Not even once say you appreciate me, I just want your accept
I've done my best to treat you with the utmost assertiveness
And I know that if I end this I'll no longer have nothing left
But my love for you keeps teasing me so it's time to f*cking confess
So I won't be textin, callin back, so you don't worry bout that mess
You know what I've done, I don't need to go in depth
I never thought I'd be the one you f*cking block, I laugh at all your crap
Hope you're happy now, yeah, happy, ain't it? You blocked me
Did me a favor, though, my spirit free you've set
But a special place for you in my heart I have kept, it's unfortunate but it's

Too late for the other side
Caught in a chase, 19 to life

I feel like when I reach over backwards for you all you do is laugh
Maybe you're just fed up, you expect me to tell you what's the truth when you tell me half?
I hear rumors, don’t think your truthful, all I did was yap
How can I date you on the side, while I’d have no life outside of that
I know I never gave you the time, you don’t think I’m useful
Fellas told me that you were the classy type, why I’m still rhyming bout you still, man
I don’t know, but tonight I’m rhyming to you with hatred
I’m done with you: I’m done giving you attention cause I'm getting faded
You’ve turned my love into a cloud of grayness
This is outrageous cause this love I feel for you is brainless
Your faceless so it’s painless you don’t know how long I’ve been on a hiatus
So I’m packing my bags up and I’m moving on, so forget you
Oh, I got your attention? I always felt potential so what was with you
All the time I felt this endlessness, I admit I was being a b*tch
So call me that or call me out, I heard this so many times it’s ridiculous
And still I stick with this, I’m sick of this
But in my addictive and suspicion, I’m convinced this is the end
I’m afflicted to the pain, the gift, the curse, man I’m drawn to this sh*t
I admit I’m a mess, cursed and depressed
But this time I ain’t changing my mind, I’m climbing out this torment
I’m revealing this before you're gone and you're missed
But when you think of people who meant the most to you, I’m blocked off your list
f*ck you, Kaylee, I’m leaving you, my life sentence is served, sh*t it’s just ....

Too late for the other side
Caught in a chase 19 to life
(Feeling gone, man)
Too late for the other side
Caught in a chase 19 to life
Too late
Caught in a chase 19 to life

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