Going Home lyrics

by

Spose


[Chorus]
f*ck this sh*t, I'm goin' home
In the middle of the city, but I'm all alone
Me and all my skeletons, dancin' in my helmet
If this is bein' alive, then make me bones

[Verse 1]
I was s'posed to reach the apex, the mountain top
Yell down at my mom like, "Here, ma, look"
I didn't even get to march at graduation
Got suspended stealin' money from the year—what, huh?—book
Was s'posed to have straight A's, then I went crooked
If there is a God, I hope He's not lookin'
I jackknifed at the fork in the road
Now the devil want a spoon, wrong turn, I took it
I had no drop top, raindrop, at the trainstop
Wish I made my brain stop, feel your person
Devil worship, always sinnin'
Never workin', head to prison
All I hear is alarms and sirens soundin' (ah)
Stress, regrets, a thousand
And all the hammerheads are poundin', all the debt surroundin'
In and out my house, and metro set the bar, forgot about it
Somebody help me

[Bridge]
Help me
I think I need therapy
But I can't afford it
[Verse 2]
Stressed, expectations not met
Stressed, heart ping pong in my chest
Stressed, got no real amigos, I'm offset
Stressed, all downhill like bobsled
And it feel like suffocation
I don't think I'll make it
'cause I had my chance and blew it, water turned to sewage
What the f*ck I'm doin'? What the f*ck I'm doin'? Everything is ruined
I'm trapped, layin' on my back
In the squalor, heart pound like English dollar
Let me smoke a bowl to calm my nerves
Whoops, didn't work, now I'm paranoid even worse
So I text my ex's phone just to get some dome
She said I did wrong, so she movin' on
And she groanin' 'cause I'm not grown
Took out all these loans just to feel alone
Thought I'd get a standin' ovation
Guess that was my 'magination
All of my procrastination
All this academic probation
Thoughts race like horses
I hope you're not recordin'
'cause I feel wasted, dumb and arrogant, doubts, endless comparisons
Grades is just embarrassin', faceless young American
[Bridge]
Nowhere to hide
Through this voice inside my mind
I just need to drown in the loud
I know this is a temporary fix
But it's all I've got tonight

[Chorus]
f*ck this sh*t, I'm goin' home
In the middle of the city, but I'm all alone
Me and all my skeletons, dancin' in my helmet
If this is bein' alive, then make me bones

[Bridge]
Expectations (expectations, pectations)
I thought I was gonna be a god
Would do I do now that I'm not?
Nowhere to hide
Through this voice inside my mind
I just need to drown in the loud

[Outro]
f*ck this sh*t, I'm goin' home
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